Nov 27, 2003 00:29
yesterday probably ran through my mind like a million times today*
i still cant believe i recieved the chance to spend time with such a great person*today i could only wonder.....what if....what if this what if that....*
besaides that...i waited around for those phonelines and letter head im dying about*
that call never came* what if i gave it a second chance....what if?....can people really change...it took you five months to realize what i knew all along...will we always be five months behind*...you are no where to be found...so when we "talk" you can tell me everything....but i doubt my mouth will open...ive poured my heart out too many times...so all im saying is prove it....youre not doing such a good job...but on the other hand
lol maybe ill see her tomorrow...we have quite a skeem....i hope it works...you dont know how happy it made me just to spend an hour with you...somehow i have a feeling...you show me something ive not seen....maybe its just me...but i guess ill have to find out for myself...haha..im so gay
it doesnt look good to me....so im sleeping outside your room