Nov 19, 2003 23:03
give an awaited farewell to fashion
those nights of neon water never sunk into my feet
we were magazines
were made for t.v movies
so this is goodbye?...i guess ill see you in my dreams
out on the peer she spoke subtle words...she told me exactly what i hoped to hear...
and from the stairs i watched her mouth fill with whiskey...and her sincerity disapeared...
theres a fine line between whats wished for and what is...
i only wished for honesty...but with you theres no such thing
you were on the couch....uneasy and holding back
theres was always something missing....it was you...
think before you speak....you will mean something different tomorrow..
time is just delaying the inevitable...
and i wonder what will it be like when affection comes as easy as how fast you changed your mind....
will the mourning seem as gorgeous waking up knowing youre not mine...
you fell asleep before you could look in my eyes and notice how much i adored you laughing....you said goodbye before i could even say hello....and here you are again...i lost count...how many times ive opened this door....how many times you closed it...and opened....might as well fold me up and keep me in your pocket...so ill be there when its convenient..
lets prentend...you mean what you say...we run to what leaves us...if we show interest and get none back we eat sleep and breath theyre affectiong....and for what?....where did you ever get me?