home already

[sleeplesswonder]

I am at school even though my class ended over an hour ago. I decided to hang around because i have nothing better to do. I would have gone home but turns out today is a holiday so my parents have the day off and are at the house, which has been really hostile lately, so i don't think i want to go there. I really don't feel like hearing there shit today, Im not in the mood. I am really sad today and the weather is just further perpetuating my depression. its all rainy and cold and i forgot my hoodie in jacksonville because i am an idiot. I really wish i didn't have to leave, I had a really great time while i was down there and i got a kick ass tattoo which is only the begining of my sleeve I will go back down in a month to get it colored in. I can't wait until i go back down, I am going to move there as soon as i can. I hate it here there is nothing for me here. I don't fit in or belong not even at my house. when i am in flordia i know that at least one person there wants me around. and i love just hangging out with brittany. I never get tired of her company, I love her more than anything in the world,
okay I am going to go because if i keep thinking about this i might start getting all misty eyed and what not. and I am trying not to make myself feel any worse than i already do. oh yeah i have to work today and i am already 44 minutes late. damn i really don't feel like working today, but that the way it is
later