so its been a long time coming...
ill start this shit by saying.. this post is not sad. or "cryptic" or angry. or anything other than rational/thought out. i intend to adress a large number of things. so hold on to your chairs and your weave.. or dont.
..first off. things have been going pretty fine and dandy for me.. small tragedys here and there. a dental mishap, a hospital taking 300+ of my state tax check.. my heat in my apartment DOES NOT work.. (keep in mind it is freezing outside) and last but not least.. bairb.. (pronounced barb- with a fargo accent) my trusty pink cavalier.. poor dear. while my dental mishap was happening, i managed to catch 3 large pieces of flat tire under the car while driving.. and knock the oil pan loose. in turn causing me to drive around for a week with no oil. this, ladies and gentleman is not cheap. but it is alllll to the good now. i shall have my lovely loud stereo- armed- mobility again tomorrow.. and money.. and paid rent. and yeah. a humbling time.. i love it
and something else- friendship. sometimes i want to ask people- what does that word mean to you?? like. really. what does it mean?? and why?.. i suppose that what i am really trying to say here is.. if there is something you would like to say to someone. JUST FUCKING SAY IT. and if theres something you feel about someone, make it known. dont wait until they arent around to talk shit. and dont use the net as a weapon for petty personal issues. thats why we have voices..
did i mention i am working on remixing the song "maps" by the yeah yeah yeahs? it seems to be my song of the moment...
on to other things. the countdown is sooo on until the butchies show/pj party at go in chapel hill. my friend jenny (that i have loved for sooo long because shes such an educated and beautiful womyn) and i are going to continue our fine tradition of shows/hell raising. FEBRUARY 21ST!!!
you know what.. my faith in love is coming back. thank you to everyone who contributes to this. whether you love me. or you dont. .. because even when you dont, there are those whose love doesnt falter.. and you know who you are.
im sorry this post doesnt contain my usual feministic and self righteous context.. but now isnt the time nor place.. and im just sleepy. so dont fret, theres more to come. just not tonight
..first off. things have been going pretty fine and dandy for me.. small tragedys here and there. a dental mishap, a hospital taking 300+ of my state tax check.. my heat in my apartment DOES NOT work.. (keep in mind it is freezing outside) and last but not least.. bairb.. (pronounced barb- with a fargo accent) my trusty pink cavalier.. poor dear. while my dental mishap was happening, i managed to catch 3 large pieces of flat tire under the car while driving.. and knock the oil pan loose. in turn causing me to drive around for a week with no oil. this, ladies and gentleman is not cheap. but it is alllll to the good now. i shall have my lovely loud stereo- armed- mobility again tomorrow.. and money.. and paid rent. and yeah. a humbling time.. i love it
and something else- friendship. sometimes i want to ask people- what does that word mean to you?? like. really. what does it mean?? and why?.. i suppose that what i am really trying to say here is.. if there is something you would like to say to someone. JUST FUCKING SAY IT. and if theres something you feel about someone, make it known. dont wait until they arent around to talk shit. and dont use the net as a weapon for petty personal issues. thats why we have voices..
did i mention i am working on remixing the song "maps" by the yeah yeah yeahs? it seems to be my song of the moment...
on to other things. the countdown is sooo on until the butchies show/pj party at go in chapel hill. my friend jenny (that i have loved for sooo long because shes such an educated and beautiful womyn) and i are going to continue our fine tradition of shows/hell raising. FEBRUARY 21ST!!!
you know what.. my faith in love is coming back. thank you to everyone who contributes to this. whether you love me. or you dont. .. because even when you dont, there are those whose love doesnt falter.. and you know who you are.
im sorry this post doesnt contain my usual feministic and self righteous context.. but now isnt the time nor place.. and im just sleepy. so dont fret, theres more to come. just not tonight