Dec 07, 2004 13:32
I hate livejournal. I’ve given up reading other people’s entries. They only make me sad. I mean, well, one person’s that is. Am I the only one who has difficulty watching the person you love, be IN LOVE with someone else? Ahh, but I’m such a basket case. My life has gone rapidly downhill. i won’t go into that because it’s not something everyone needs to know about.
Merryn- you are such a good friend. You listen to me when I’m crying, you know what I’m going threw, you walk me to mrs. Dixon’s office. Thank you. I’m sorry that I’ve been a basket case lately.
Anyways. Right now I am in mr. hubbell’s room. Typing. Yeah, I’m bored. And watching Kerrah make a luzer out of herself. She won’t stop laughing. I actually think that I am handling all that is going on well. I haven’t absolutely broken down at school yet. I don’t share my problems with every living person on earth, I don’t complain and say how bad my life is…I mean, yeah, I do tell people what is going on in my life, and I do get sad about it, but those few choice people mean a lot of me. I mean, A LOT. If these people can go threw these times with me and still be my friend, then they will be my friends for a long time. If I can get threw this, I should be a better person. I didn’t think things could have gotten worse than they already were, but they did get worse. Much worse. And now I’m living with that.
Braden- I really hope your life gets better. I’m sorry everything fell apart with you and donis or what not. It will get better. Cheer up. Listen to emo. BURN MY CD! Ahhhh! I’ll kill you. Lol. Cheer up emo kid. :P