Dec 05, 2004 17:11
I think I am having the most mixed emmotions. Do I really want to ever get back with you again? But, you raced right to someone else. I know, it was the “feeling” but…shouldn’t my “feeling” be different? You confuse me sometimes. I just want to give up, but thinking about our old times won’t let me. I sat in my house the other day and thought about the great times we had. I thought about
*“wait, how can the speed limit be 59?”
I almost cried, I was so happy. The thoughts made me want to be happy again. YOU make me want to be happy again, but why cant I? Why can’t I just be happy with what I HAD, and not be sad with what I DON’T.