do it big baby get your money right get your hustle on nigger keep your money tight
today i have eaten toast, a cup of coffee and 4 corn dogs.
yup.
and i stayed home with cramps.
yup.
haha.
i'm waiting for carter to call me back, he has to wait for his mom to call him in cloverdale...
we're working as hard as we can to get him into some form of school here so he can move here.
i hope it's soon.
i hope it's sooner than soon. he's falling apart out there. and i'm falling apart here.
grrr.
i hate missing him. it's so wrong. we shouldn't have to miss each other. he should be here. he shouldn't be in hell with his evil dad and fat ass step mom and his two fat ass step siblings. veronica hates it there too. everyone is mean to her in cloverdale. stupid fucking cloverdale.
i wanna take a car and go get him. right now. i know how to get there. highway 101 north until the only cloverdale exit. ha. fuckin shit.
i miss his laugh. he never laughs in cloverdale. he just sounds sad and hurt. :(
makes me sad.
my tummy hurts. stop it.
i'm going to try to stop cutting classes. seriously. i need to get C's. at least. fuck. i hate how pathetic that is. C's. psssh.
i got four F's, one C and an incomplete on my report card. my GPA is a 0.417.
ZERO POINT FOUR ONE SEVEN! what the fuck was i thinking?!
i mean. at the same time...i don't care. at all. but shit. i need to get outta this fucking school. and graduating is the only way. there's no way in hell i'm dropping out. no way.
whatever.
um. i hope carter calls back soon.
and even if your DJ was jesus, you could never fuck with these kids.
yup.
and i stayed home with cramps.
yup.
haha.
i'm waiting for carter to call me back, he has to wait for his mom to call him in cloverdale...
we're working as hard as we can to get him into some form of school here so he can move here.
i hope it's soon.
i hope it's sooner than soon. he's falling apart out there. and i'm falling apart here.
grrr.
i hate missing him. it's so wrong. we shouldn't have to miss each other. he should be here. he shouldn't be in hell with his evil dad and fat ass step mom and his two fat ass step siblings. veronica hates it there too. everyone is mean to her in cloverdale. stupid fucking cloverdale.
i wanna take a car and go get him. right now. i know how to get there. highway 101 north until the only cloverdale exit. ha. fuckin shit.
i miss his laugh. he never laughs in cloverdale. he just sounds sad and hurt. :(
makes me sad.
my tummy hurts. stop it.
i'm going to try to stop cutting classes. seriously. i need to get C's. at least. fuck. i hate how pathetic that is. C's. psssh.
i got four F's, one C and an incomplete on my report card. my GPA is a 0.417.
ZERO POINT FOUR ONE SEVEN! what the fuck was i thinking?!
i mean. at the same time...i don't care. at all. but shit. i need to get outta this fucking school. and graduating is the only way. there's no way in hell i'm dropping out. no way.
whatever.
um. i hope carter calls back soon.
and even if your DJ was jesus, you could never fuck with these kids.