audiogasm
The tingling down my back, the comforting foggy but clear mind. Flickering candle, warmth given by music. TCTV Room, late night bike rides, Polaroids Of Polar Bears. Comfort in being alone. Curtains open, messy room. Realizing there is no reason, purpose, or set standard on my pursuit of being content, only the desire. Sitting alone in the dark crying is not the way to make life better. Shiver down my back, eyes partially watered. No shirt, incredibly cold and warm. I have established myself within society, I don not deny it, nor accept it. I choose to choose. No matter how bad the storm is, I will close my windows and light a fire, recalling the feeling and bringing it alive within me again. Behind the notes, the unexpected; like life. Its up to us to write our own woven song to describe our lives. Each chord, pluck, snare, bass, synth, horn, having a role representing a moment in life. It is okay to be in an environment which you hate, but that shouldnt matter.what lies ahead of you is not only what you see. I dont need to show off to others to feel like somebody, I just need to be me, and that alone holds value that no other can match, It matters not what you see wrong in life, it only matters what you learn from it. it starts with the heart and spreads outwards. Morals can ease the pain, but the pain does not subside.
January 3, 2005
- My emotions are becoming more intense
January 10, 2005
- I am alone.
INTERESTING POINTS OF LIFE + REALITY
1. There is no set rule book
2. The ultimate goal of mankind is to be happy.
3. "Laws" restrict people from taking the natural course of action that they would have originally done without the overbearing thought of a shaken finger saying "no, NO!" in their conciense.
4. Rules = unhappiness
5. Government enforces rules
6. Government seeking happiness via restricting others' abilities.
7. Fear is the key to control on any degree
8. People are only free when they let go of all their morals and mentally restricting boundaries, lose all hope and just let go. The mind is open, and there is only interpretation and reaction. no bias. Freedom.
January 3, 2005
- My emotions are becoming more intense
January 10, 2005
- I am alone.
INTERESTING POINTS OF LIFE + REALITY
1. There is no set rule book
2. The ultimate goal of mankind is to be happy.
3. "Laws" restrict people from taking the natural course of action that they would have originally done without the overbearing thought of a shaken finger saying "no, NO!" in their conciense.
4. Rules = unhappiness
5. Government enforces rules
6. Government seeking happiness via restricting others' abilities.
7. Fear is the key to control on any degree
8. People are only free when they let go of all their morals and mentally restricting boundaries, lose all hope and just let go. The mind is open, and there is only interpretation and reaction. no bias. Freedom.