to anyone who actually reads this...

[sleepingxbeauty]

and to my future self.. I don't know why I only post here when I'm depressed or feeling lost. It's not always bad like it looks, in fact, most of the time it's really great. I guess I try to stay away from the "I love my boyfriend, he's so great posts.." Not to mention I usually only want to type about the things I don't really want to talk to anyone about. (which obviously is pretty much just the bad)

It's not bad right now... but I can't help but feeling something is missing.. I constantly feel like I'm waiting.. but I'm not sure for what...