free-ee-eakkyyyy
so, nothing's really been goin' on.
i've been working, doing homework, and i'm going to see my bf in 4 days in Orlando!
i'm also going to my future home, and lookin' at my future school (ucf!)
i'm really excited about it.
i can't wait to move to Orlando, gosh, there is just so much for me there.
i can see my life, my friends, and my future there.
besides that, i haven't really found out anything more about my mom's cancer condition.
they ran more tests on the 5th, and they said they would get back to her in 2 weeks.
i'm really worried. i think it's bad, and that scares me more than anything in the world.
the thought of losing my mom to cancer, is like tearing my insides out.
i won't go in depth on that thought, i can't bear to think about it.
i haven't been doing anything extra.
i hang out with jonathan, kiersten, meryl, and ashleigh every once in awhile
today ashleigh and i are going to do something, i like that i'm getting close to her again.
i feel like she needs me, she needs me as a friend to tell her, there are better guys then josh.
she doesn't have to go through that.
and my relationship with drew is so good, and i am so in love with him.
well, i'm kind of rambling.
i miss everyone on this el-jay
sorry i have been distant, i'm trying my best
love.