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:(
i'm happy i really am.
i'm just getting sad over things.
distance is going to suck.
i've been crying since about 9.
and it's really lame of me.
but i can't help but be selfish
and want everything for how they are now.
they're perfect and in a month they'll be nothing.
nothing at all.
i'm so scared, and i'm so sad.
i have to quit becoming attached.