Nee-san!!!!

Feb 22, 2008 21:00

I just want to say that I'm sorry that I can't get online today. I have to get up super early tomorrow because I need to go do something for school. And we both know that we won't be able to get off in time for a good night's sleep. ;) But I promise that I will get on tomorrow because I miss you muchly. Love you, nee-san~

Random:
- For some strange reason I really want to learn the dance for Super Junior's "U". I have for the longest time. It's weird because I could totally do a more recent dance like "Marry U". I've already got  "Wonder Boy" sort of memorized.
- I want to write a Jaeho/Yoosu story. I have a plot in mind. Now all I have to do is write it.
- I'm starting to like Arashi. I have no idea why. But I know two reasons why I want to know more about them. One: Ohno is so cute when he's baiting Nakai. Too funny. Two: Aiba looks like he could be related to Ohkura. Yes/Yes? I mean, seriously. For a moment I thought  "Ohkura's not in Arashi....." XD
- Physics is starting to get slightly easier. Let's hope this lasts.
- I passed my first Kanji test! Sure, it was only ten kanji and they were easy but I passed it. I feel so happy. ^_^
- I still don't like Kattun like I used to, they were the first band that I really loved in JE, but I'm starting to not hate them as much. And I also see Kame in a new light, since he seems to be trying his hardest to not let Kattun sink after Jin's return.
- Vampires are cool. I'm not sure how many people know that about me, but I totally have a love for vampires that runs very deep. I wish they exist. I believe they do but you never know. And they are sexy as hell, ne? Can someone say fetish?
- That makes me wonder. How many people know what my #1 fetish is? I wonder......
- I wish I had money so that I could buy all the JE and SM stuff that I want. Like Attack of the Pin-Up Boys movie, magazines with JE artists, some drama dvds. You know, stuff like that.
- My drama teacher had this really nice kimono in class. I just put it on and wore it through most of the class. I really liked it. I want one ;_; I also want a pretty hanbok. Why must I be a poor student?

Rant:
So I have this friend. He's been my friend for about 6 years. So it's clear to say that we know each other really well. But lately, he's been really bugging me. I'm almost to the point of hating him. Which would be sad since he is my oldest friend. I haven't had a chance to have a friend for so long. I switched elementary schools three times. And then I went to a diffrent middle school then most of my friends and the same thing with high school. I just want to be able to have someone that knows me so well stay a good friend with me. But he's starting to annoy me with saying every day that in middle school he used to love me but now he wonders why he ever felt that way and that he doesn't like me that way anymore. I don't care if he doesn't like me that way. He's just my friend. And like I didn't know that he liked me when we were in middle school. But then he also says all these mean things to me. Like making fun of the music that I like and the bands that I like. Making fun of the clothes that I wear, even going so far as saying that I must've jumped into an old pile of clothes in the morning and just go to school. So what if I like to wear layers that sometimes don't exactly match? What's it to him? But I swear, he's always trying to make me feel bad. And when I brush him off, he just comes back and says something meaner. Like today, he kept telling me that I didn't look pretty in the kimono that I wore during drama and that I looked old. That I had wrinkles. And while I don't mind being short (I'm barely 5'2") and I even make fun of it myself, he makes it sound like it's a bad thing and even looks down on me for it. I'm jut tired of it. But he's my oldest friend and I just can't seem to make myself say something to him. I just end up ignoring him. I just want that to change. Maybe I should take something that he did to me not too long ago and do it to him. At one point he even went so far as to say that he wasn't my best friend anymore. Maybe I should say that too. Like responding to something he says to me and adding "....all that matters is that my best friend likes me. She doesn't mind that. And I have other friends that don't (mind/think that)." Something like. let's see if i can actually say that to him though.

arashi, kanjani8, personal, super junior, dbsk, vampires, kattun, school

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