to you
it still hurts far more than it should, you know, and i don't know if it would be any better if we stayed friends like you promised. in fact, maybe it would have just been worse.
i wrote far too much about you, and i'll probably keep going, though i have no idea why. its absolutely insane how much you are always on my mind. you promised me several things and you swore you'd never make promises you couldn't keep, but i should know well by now that you don't choose to keep very many of them.
was i an idiot, or did you just change?
does it even matter in the end?
i miss you, and i think i'd prefer not to, but sadly, i haven't been as good at holding feelings as i was back when i was 12.
it's confusing, you know, because i don't know what i expected. i guess i still believed you til the end. is that sad for me or you? because i honestly don't know.
do you remember.
i wrote far too much about you, and i'll probably keep going, though i have no idea why. its absolutely insane how much you are always on my mind. you promised me several things and you swore you'd never make promises you couldn't keep, but i should know well by now that you don't choose to keep very many of them.
was i an idiot, or did you just change?
does it even matter in the end?
i miss you, and i think i'd prefer not to, but sadly, i haven't been as good at holding feelings as i was back when i was 12.
it's confusing, you know, because i don't know what i expected. i guess i still believed you til the end. is that sad for me or you? because i honestly don't know.
do you remember.