Woohoohoo!
My laptop punked out on me and I can't get a single straight answer on how to go about getting it fixed. The best answer I can get is "send it off to the company repair depot." Other than that, they can't tell me how to get my files off prior to that, they can't tell me how long it will be before I get it back. I'm frustrated, to say the least.
It's been so hard to motivate myself this week, especially on eatting right. I've just been hungry all the time. I know it's the depression, but that doesn't help me get over than hungry feeling. I did "make friends" with one of my team leaders on sparkpeople, which was kinda cool. She and Wes knew each other way back in school. I need to do about an hour on the treadmill tonight. Hopefully I can get through it without getting absolutely bored. That's the only thing I hate about it--that's all I can do and there's always 140 other things that need to get done.
I had a strange dream a few nights ago which has put me into a spiral of thoughts. Finding out Charmaine/Lucas and Anthony/Courtney are engaged, along with several conversations Mike and I have had lately, hasn't helped that process. I wish I knew how to address it in a non-acusing manner, but I don't. Even when I'm trying my damnedest, it's such a touchy subject that feelings get hurt no matter what. The situation is much different from a previous one, but at the same time so similar. Unfortunately, arguing with either of us is like arguing with a brick wall, so needless to say, it's not a fun event when we do. I know it's right to postpone the wedding indefinately until some resolution to the matter can be had, but I wonder how many wedding gifts I'm going to buy before I even buy a wedding dress.
But, on a really cool note. I actually got asked on a date last night. I was totally floored by it. Of course I had to decline, but that's the first time in a Long time. Gotta love ego strokes, especially when I've been asked so few times anyway.
It's been so hard to motivate myself this week, especially on eatting right. I've just been hungry all the time. I know it's the depression, but that doesn't help me get over than hungry feeling. I did "make friends" with one of my team leaders on sparkpeople, which was kinda cool. She and Wes knew each other way back in school. I need to do about an hour on the treadmill tonight. Hopefully I can get through it without getting absolutely bored. That's the only thing I hate about it--that's all I can do and there's always 140 other things that need to get done.
I had a strange dream a few nights ago which has put me into a spiral of thoughts. Finding out Charmaine/Lucas and Anthony/Courtney are engaged, along with several conversations Mike and I have had lately, hasn't helped that process. I wish I knew how to address it in a non-acusing manner, but I don't. Even when I'm trying my damnedest, it's such a touchy subject that feelings get hurt no matter what. The situation is much different from a previous one, but at the same time so similar. Unfortunately, arguing with either of us is like arguing with a brick wall, so needless to say, it's not a fun event when we do. I know it's right to postpone the wedding indefinately until some resolution to the matter can be had, but I wonder how many wedding gifts I'm going to buy before I even buy a wedding dress.
But, on a really cool note. I actually got asked on a date last night. I was totally floored by it. Of course I had to decline, but that's the first time in a Long time. Gotta love ego strokes, especially when I've been asked so few times anyway.