I want to be hot again...
It's amazing to me how easy it is to fall into bad habits that put on weight so quickly. What's even crazier is that breaking those habits, and especially losing that weight, is so amazingly difficult. It's so easy just to say "What's the use," after you've counted calories all day, gotten on the treadmill, and you're sitting there with no calories left and your stomach rumbling for ever more.
I have to keep telling myself that there was a point in time that, even though I didn't appreciate it, I did look pretty decent. No, I wasn't the prettiest girl, but I wasn't what I thought I was either. And no, I don't look THAT bad now, but I do feel THAT bad. I also have to keep telling myself that there will be a day where I will not only look in the mirror and like what I see, there will be a day that I actually feel good again.
I think that is all.
I have to keep telling myself that there was a point in time that, even though I didn't appreciate it, I did look pretty decent. No, I wasn't the prettiest girl, but I wasn't what I thought I was either. And no, I don't look THAT bad now, but I do feel THAT bad. I also have to keep telling myself that there will be a day where I will not only look in the mirror and like what I see, there will be a day that I actually feel good again.
I think that is all.