(no subject)
So it's been a minute.
Same old story. Too much work, not enough focus on bettering me. Things are going alright with Lee. I always seem to be reassuring him. It annoys the hell out of me, but he's good to me so far, so I'll stick with it. Work is driving me insane. I do 50% of my boss' job without the pay. I honestly believe my store director might have a split personality or some other major mental schism. There's rumor that he will be moved and our assistant store director will move up. That's the absolute best scenario, but that rumor has been running for about 2 months now. Knowing my luck (and the company's history) they'll move an even bigger douche bag into the store. I haven't been running. I need to. Mom's been standing me up every time I try to get her to go walking with me. 10 year class reunion is in 3 weeks. My department is doing the catering. Found out my ex is going to be there, and I really don't think I'm going to go, simply for that fact. I'd have stuck it out had he not been coming. Not to mention my bestie Jamie isn't going to come since Ronny will be TDY the first part of June. I feel like a fat ass failure, and it's all my own damn fault for being lazy and / or making stupid decisions.
On good notes, I have a new fur baby. Her name is Maddie. She's a black lab mix that Steph and I rescued off her sister. Her boys had her tied up on a lead without any food or water, she was covered in fleas and had been left outside during a major storm without any way to get out of the weather and limbs coming down around her. After a very itchy period for she, Vicious and I, she's settled in very nicely. She's sooo very sweet and laid back. Bad thing? She hops the 4" fence like it wasn't even there. So I'm trying to figure out if I should attempt a boundary collar fence or dig up the wood posts I have down and use them for other projects and replace the fence with 6" fence. She sticks pretty close, but she's getting more brave as time goes and I'm truly afraid she'll get into the highway if she hops it when I'm not home to notice. It's so awesome because she and Vicious get along. One of the many days lately I've been too sick to do much, she was being a fantastic nurse and sticking right by my side no matter if I was snoozing on the bed or miserable in the bathroom. Vic had climbed up there with me and even rolled over on to his back on her belly. It was so sweet. I'm so glad that he has a new buddy. =)
Same old story. Too much work, not enough focus on bettering me. Things are going alright with Lee. I always seem to be reassuring him. It annoys the hell out of me, but he's good to me so far, so I'll stick with it. Work is driving me insane. I do 50% of my boss' job without the pay. I honestly believe my store director might have a split personality or some other major mental schism. There's rumor that he will be moved and our assistant store director will move up. That's the absolute best scenario, but that rumor has been running for about 2 months now. Knowing my luck (and the company's history) they'll move an even bigger douche bag into the store. I haven't been running. I need to. Mom's been standing me up every time I try to get her to go walking with me. 10 year class reunion is in 3 weeks. My department is doing the catering. Found out my ex is going to be there, and I really don't think I'm going to go, simply for that fact. I'd have stuck it out had he not been coming. Not to mention my bestie Jamie isn't going to come since Ronny will be TDY the first part of June. I feel like a fat ass failure, and it's all my own damn fault for being lazy and / or making stupid decisions.
On good notes, I have a new fur baby. Her name is Maddie. She's a black lab mix that Steph and I rescued off her sister. Her boys had her tied up on a lead without any food or water, she was covered in fleas and had been left outside during a major storm without any way to get out of the weather and limbs coming down around her. After a very itchy period for she, Vicious and I, she's settled in very nicely. She's sooo very sweet and laid back. Bad thing? She hops the 4" fence like it wasn't even there. So I'm trying to figure out if I should attempt a boundary collar fence or dig up the wood posts I have down and use them for other projects and replace the fence with 6" fence. She sticks pretty close, but she's getting more brave as time goes and I'm truly afraid she'll get into the highway if she hops it when I'm not home to notice. It's so awesome because she and Vicious get along. One of the many days lately I've been too sick to do much, she was being a fantastic nurse and sticking right by my side no matter if I was snoozing on the bed or miserable in the bathroom. Vic had climbed up there with me and even rolled over on to his back on her belly. It was so sweet. I'm so glad that he has a new buddy. =)