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Well, after 4 years together, Wes and I split for good. It's so weird. He begged me to take him back in February/ March and I finally relented. Now he just ups and leaves over something that's been on the table so long. It almost makes me angry, because all though I did get highly irritated at some of his things on the table, I never left him for the things that I had known about for so long. That wouldn't have been fair, or so I thought. I suppose what's kind of funny is that the grass that seemed so much greener on the other side is already proving to be full of weeds and thorns in just a matter of a few days. After all the things that happened in the relationship, I forgave him and took him back. I just hope he doesn't ever try to come back. One part of me would be way too willing to take him back, and the other part would be way too tempted to laugh like a maniac in his face and ask him if he's bloody insane.