Feb 26, 2007 19:24
It's sad when friendships have to end this way.
I didn't want to fight with her. She ketp making me feel like shit and I didn't know what to say. She seems to think I can read minds, guess what " I can't!".
I let her live in my house when she got kicked out of hers (for no reason she says) and I didn't want anything back other than the same respect we always had for one another. thats it! she ignored me and her problem with me and it blow up and thats my fault? I dont think so!
She said that shes been going through alot the last few months and wasn't in the mood to talk. (so its ok to ignore your so called "best friend") We all have horrible days, weeks, months sometimes, infact I'm going through alot myself at the moment but I would ever take it out on someone. It's just life! We all go through alot from time to time and its not fun,all we can do is just remember theres a reason for this and come out a better person! Not take it out on someone.
I mean if she didn't want to sit around and bullshit as she put it then all she had to say is I need a break and I would have respected that and then done so!
No one is perfect and I'm not about to let her make me out to be some sort of monster because she can't deal with her own issues.
I called her a coward because she is one.
What made us different is that when Im upset with someone I talk to them and try to work things out, not act like theres nothing wrong and serectly hate them and talk about them when they're not around. I think thats a coward. Talks so big but her actions speak so little!
I have nothing more to say about this! Other than friends that say they're soooo greatful for what you did for them and turn around lie to you every second aren't real friends. They're "phoys" as she would put it!
I hope she has a good life and she finds whatever it is shes looking for, truely!