I went home alone =)
lol
wow its like 12:59 am
i just left the BAR, of which i told some geeks in there band i would go see (plus the fact that other plans of going on base to see a nice military friend fell bad when the base was closed off bcuz of an oil leak) where myfriend got drunk. out of socialness, had 2 beers in a matter of 2 hours. my friend sarah was drunk... i was talking to a guy that liked me who is really nice and cool who ive known since i was like 14. he paid my way in and bought me 3 beers (i didnt drink the 3rd one bcuz of this) .. i went outside to check on sarah. cuz she was drunk and i just missed her and wanted to see if she was good. i found her of course in the car with her little boyfriend. (all night i had been seeing this weird girl/lady all night. it was weird how she stood out to me. she didnt seem right. you know?) long story short i go outside. sarah and her dude were in there of course whatever but sarah said hey you want a beer? i said u guys have beer cool. i put it in my hand.. and i thought. i was like NO. i dont want this. no nevrmind here. and handed it back. (i had the 3rd beer that robbie had bought me waiting in side they were holding it for me so i could so find my friend.) and i thought.. thats it. screw this. i dont need that beer in there. and i also dont need this.) we decided to go inside. but first they wanted to chug there cans of beer outside the car (we were at the CABIN nice huh. classy place.) anywayz i see the lonley looking girl/lady and a man leaving the bar as if they were going to their car. i said good nyte have a good weekend. they walked off. i stand with sarah and her little boyfriend ryan creamer as they chug there beers. the couple comes back up. saying something and then sayhing that they are police officers.
they checked all 3 of our I.D's. i of course was not seen drinking. they said the reason they walked back is bcuz they SAID I LOOK VERY YOUNG. see? that always is a factor. i know i look like im freakin... 17-23. sarah just got out of jail and has a felony and wasnt .. in my opinion answreing the questioins her best. she could have been more.... convincing and it least TRYING to save herself. her boyfriend. a loser whatever. me. i was good. i said to her too, i said, thats weird you know i saw you in the bar too i noitced you for some reason. (in a friendly way of course. but i was just trying to tell her that she stood out to me and that i did see her in the bar.) almost as if who'd uh think it. the cunt bitch is a cop. she said no i was not in the bar. minutes later as i stand cooperating and watching her give my friends tickets (which i am worried about sarah and tried to vouch with the cop to go easy) but i heard her say to sarah and ryan , well i was in the bar and saw you all drinking. see? the bitch was in the bar.
i hate how cops lol i do not feel very COOL right now. (meaning being seen having nerdy cops undercover fucking with us.) she said.... well it .. somethign GAY ABOUT THE WEATHER> anywayz. while i stood ther innocent i was texting all my friends inside to be cool. meanwhile WHILE we were talkking to the cops. two young underage nerdy littel rocker chicks that i guess had came with sarahs nerdy boyfriend in a car. just .. walked right by completly unobservant to what was going on RIGHT BEHIND THe car. and sat in the car! lol hell of DUMB. i dont know waht happend to those girls but im glad i texted robbie newwie &people not to come out cuz they would have gotten contributing to a minor. with beer cans thrown and tossed all around the vehicle.
i drove home alone. i am so glad i didnt decide to get drunk. i even noticed the guy that i know me and him both like eachoterh and have in a good way.. but he was just. .. getting drunker. you know? and it was like seeing myself. and what all those guys, GOOD guys, that liked me probably saw. and just.... walked away and i wondered why. i just... didnt want to talk to him like that. i felt stuck up and stuff but i wasnt rude about it. i just.... am doing my own thing and .. thats all. (gay thing he was polite and held my fave sunglasses all night and... i guess lost them. oh well. they were only $3 and i have 2 pairs. i went with sarah but she wanted to go with her dude. i can see that cuz... they both got tickets together of course theyd want to go home together.
the guy i was hangin with ther most of the night... we're cool he called and stuff after but i did go home alone. and. im just really glad im seeing things. im so glad i didnt drink that beer. im so glad i watched my behavior how i acted and who i talked to. now i want to have some wine. i have to leave. im very excited. CUZ NORMALLY... iiiiii WOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE WITH THE COPS. i actually LIKED myself sober a little more. i mean a drink and now again is cool i just...am slowllllllly starting to see that I might like not being a full time alcoholic. its kind of cool. just wanted to let you know about my night. nyte <3
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wow its like 12:59 am
i just left the BAR, of which i told some geeks in there band i would go see (plus the fact that other plans of going on base to see a nice military friend fell bad when the base was closed off bcuz of an oil leak) where myfriend got drunk. out of socialness, had 2 beers in a matter of 2 hours. my friend sarah was drunk... i was talking to a guy that liked me who is really nice and cool who ive known since i was like 14. he paid my way in and bought me 3 beers (i didnt drink the 3rd one bcuz of this) .. i went outside to check on sarah. cuz she was drunk and i just missed her and wanted to see if she was good. i found her of course in the car with her little boyfriend. (all night i had been seeing this weird girl/lady all night. it was weird how she stood out to me. she didnt seem right. you know?) long story short i go outside. sarah and her dude were in there of course whatever but sarah said hey you want a beer? i said u guys have beer cool. i put it in my hand.. and i thought. i was like NO. i dont want this. no nevrmind here. and handed it back. (i had the 3rd beer that robbie had bought me waiting in side they were holding it for me so i could so find my friend.) and i thought.. thats it. screw this. i dont need that beer in there. and i also dont need this.) we decided to go inside. but first they wanted to chug there cans of beer outside the car (we were at the CABIN nice huh. classy place.) anywayz i see the lonley looking girl/lady and a man leaving the bar as if they were going to their car. i said good nyte have a good weekend. they walked off. i stand with sarah and her little boyfriend ryan creamer as they chug there beers. the couple comes back up. saying something and then sayhing that they are police officers.
they checked all 3 of our I.D's. i of course was not seen drinking. they said the reason they walked back is bcuz they SAID I LOOK VERY YOUNG. see? that always is a factor. i know i look like im freakin... 17-23. sarah just got out of jail and has a felony and wasnt .. in my opinion answreing the questioins her best. she could have been more.... convincing and it least TRYING to save herself. her boyfriend. a loser whatever. me. i was good. i said to her too, i said, thats weird you know i saw you in the bar too i noitced you for some reason. (in a friendly way of course. but i was just trying to tell her that she stood out to me and that i did see her in the bar.) almost as if who'd uh think it. the cunt bitch is a cop. she said no i was not in the bar. minutes later as i stand cooperating and watching her give my friends tickets (which i am worried about sarah and tried to vouch with the cop to go easy) but i heard her say to sarah and ryan , well i was in the bar and saw you all drinking. see? the bitch was in the bar.
i hate how cops lol i do not feel very COOL right now. (meaning being seen having nerdy cops undercover fucking with us.) she said.... well it .. somethign GAY ABOUT THE WEATHER> anywayz. while i stood ther innocent i was texting all my friends inside to be cool. meanwhile WHILE we were talkking to the cops. two young underage nerdy littel rocker chicks that i guess had came with sarahs nerdy boyfriend in a car. just .. walked right by completly unobservant to what was going on RIGHT BEHIND THe car. and sat in the car! lol hell of DUMB. i dont know waht happend to those girls but im glad i texted robbie newwie &people not to come out cuz they would have gotten contributing to a minor. with beer cans thrown and tossed all around the vehicle.
i drove home alone. i am so glad i didnt decide to get drunk. i even noticed the guy that i know me and him both like eachoterh and have in a good way.. but he was just. .. getting drunker. you know? and it was like seeing myself. and what all those guys, GOOD guys, that liked me probably saw. and just.... walked away and i wondered why. i just... didnt want to talk to him like that. i felt stuck up and stuff but i wasnt rude about it. i just.... am doing my own thing and .. thats all. (gay thing he was polite and held my fave sunglasses all night and... i guess lost them. oh well. they were only $3 and i have 2 pairs. i went with sarah but she wanted to go with her dude. i can see that cuz... they both got tickets together of course theyd want to go home together.
the guy i was hangin with ther most of the night... we're cool he called and stuff after but i did go home alone. and. im just really glad im seeing things. im so glad i didnt drink that beer. im so glad i watched my behavior how i acted and who i talked to. now i want to have some wine. i have to leave. im very excited. CUZ NORMALLY... iiiiii WOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE WITH THE COPS. i actually LIKED myself sober a little more. i mean a drink and now again is cool i just...am slowllllllly starting to see that I might like not being a full time alcoholic. its kind of cool. just wanted to let you know about my night. nyte <3
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