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[sleepingbeautyz]

oh gawd

i =m seeing its not a matter of time or age or maturity

these heavy tears ARE NEVER going to stop rolling out my eyes wetting my cheeks

ever.

stuff to look forward to?

ill stay living and shyt
but... happy sad

happy .. sad

lonely
numb
then WAY happy
its just... unpredictably exhausting
i cant stand it
neither can anywayz else
if i stay i have to get used to being alone
which i am

k bye

me