Time flies...

[sleepingbeauty4]

Man it's been awhile since I've written. Mostly because I haven't had any time at all because my life has been work-eat at home-leave as quickly as possible and hang out with Ben-maybe sleep-repeat. Which works for awhile, but I am so burnt out I can barely see straight. Ben left today and I was over at his house until about 5 am this morning. And yes, I got up at 8 and went to work. Jesus Christ I'm a psycho. Well, a psycho living in denial land that is. I think I'm holding up pretty good considering Ben is gone, but I also don't think it's completely hit me... like I'll call him up tomorrow and we'll hang out. Fuck.

I hate it when people leave. Jeff's gone, ben's gone, Shelley's leaving, Andrew's gone... next week David and Ryan and just fuck.

Fuck.