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now i don't believe in many things and i definitely don't know much for sure but i am scared.
last night i dreamed that there was some kind of party or get together featuring a few family members and mostly my dad's work friends and he was saying goodbye. there was lots of hugs and tears. i can distinctively recall he shook a few people's hands and someone i work closely with was red faced with tears and emotion. and when my dad saw someone he hadn't seen in a few years, a retired coworker, he got emotional. but he was strong. that was my dad - strong til the end.
i've never had closure in the form of a dream. and this is the reality - i have to take this because it is all i have. and i will. it is enough.
last night i dreamed that there was some kind of party or get together featuring a few family members and mostly my dad's work friends and he was saying goodbye. there was lots of hugs and tears. i can distinctively recall he shook a few people's hands and someone i work closely with was red faced with tears and emotion. and when my dad saw someone he hadn't seen in a few years, a retired coworker, he got emotional. but he was strong. that was my dad - strong til the end.
i've never had closure in the form of a dream. and this is the reality - i have to take this because it is all i have. and i will. it is enough.