long time since i was happy
its been a long time since ive written in here. alot has happened in the past 8 mo.
my parents found out about my sexual orientation, i live in new york..i have been mugged twice, i have been in 3 fights, i am completely alone here with no real friends. i lost 2 jobs, ive dated 3 people...i will soon be alone again soon...or so i have a feeling..
i met this boy. his name is john...hes really cool...he my new friend......so nedless to say..i have 2 real friends...maybe 3.
im always confused by everything, just because im numb doesnt mean that i cant feel a thing.
i was listening to this song the other day and it made me really sad. so here are the lyrics...
welcome back livejournal...wooo
i miss scooter
" i play doctor for 5 minutes flat
b4 i cut my heart open
and let the air out
three pokes a pounds of broken dust
some wind spilled b4 me
and in the strangest matter that had
broke away my tear sprout
as i lay there
with my mouth streched wide open
a black widow had offered me
a sweet ordeal"
my parents found out about my sexual orientation, i live in new york..i have been mugged twice, i have been in 3 fights, i am completely alone here with no real friends. i lost 2 jobs, ive dated 3 people...i will soon be alone again soon...or so i have a feeling..
i met this boy. his name is john...hes really cool...he my new friend......so nedless to say..i have 2 real friends...maybe 3.
im always confused by everything, just because im numb doesnt mean that i cant feel a thing.
i was listening to this song the other day and it made me really sad. so here are the lyrics...
welcome back livejournal...wooo
i miss scooter
" i play doctor for 5 minutes flat
b4 i cut my heart open
and let the air out
three pokes a pounds of broken dust
some wind spilled b4 me
and in the strangest matter that had
broke away my tear sprout
as i lay there
with my mouth streched wide open
a black widow had offered me
a sweet ordeal"