My life, my dreams, my love... he just keeps pushing it all back... there's always a tomorrow with him... always a better time... always an excuse... and I just feel stagnant
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a response to my love
anonymous
August 10 2007, 01:16:38 UTC
Tara, my love.
I have always known you express yourself better in writings than face to face. I have not checked all poetry or livejournal, mostly because I don't really communicate through those means frequently. I read these last two postings, and my heart sinks. I care what happens in your mind, what thoughts you have, and the ideas you generate. I love you, and if I have ever stifled your creativity in any way, I am sorry. I have spoke to everyone of how incredibly talented and beautiful you are. I love your singing, and wish you would sing more often, more openly. Your drawings amaze me, as that is a talent I do not posses. I have and always will do my best to help you live your dreams. Life traps me too. I have wanted so much more than I have now, but what keeps me pushing the same old routine everyday is you. You help give me the strength to keep things moving, because I know everyday I work, everything I do, moves us closer to our goals. I want us to move to where you want to be, I want you to be involved in the theatre, to be near your family, even at the sacrifice of being far from mine. I want us to do it right, not rushed. I want us to have the resources we will need to put you in the position to truly excel. I see you at work and I think of how much of a waste of your talents it is to work for a company that does not care about your visions, your dreams, or your ambitions. I know you cannot stand promises, so I pledge there will be no more tomorrows from me. It has been 18 months of us...as of the day you posted this. Through all the good times and bad, all the ups and downs, we have kept going. What we have has been worth every bit of effort, every tear, every kiss, and every word. You are the most talented, loyal, beautiful woman I have ever met. I love and cherish you and if I have ever taken that for granted I apologize with everything in my soul. Soon, very soon, you will have the opportunity to live what you love, this I pledge to you. If you want to share more feelings with me, talk about your posting, please come to me. I would never push you, your love, your life or your dreams away, I only ask you bring them closer to me.
I have always known you express yourself better in writings than face to face. I have not checked all poetry or livejournal, mostly because I don't really communicate through those means frequently. I read these last two postings, and my heart sinks. I care what happens in your mind, what thoughts you have, and the ideas you generate. I love you, and if I have ever stifled your creativity in any way, I am sorry. I have spoke to everyone of how incredibly talented and beautiful you are. I love your singing, and wish you would sing more often, more openly. Your drawings amaze me, as that is a talent I do not posses. I have and always will do my best to help you live your dreams. Life traps me too. I have wanted so much more than I have now, but what keeps me pushing the same old routine everyday is you. You help give me the strength to keep things moving, because I know everyday I work, everything I do, moves us closer to our goals. I want us to move to where you want to be, I want you to be involved in the theatre, to be near your family, even at the sacrifice of being far from mine. I want us to do it right, not rushed. I want us to have the resources we will need to put you in the position to truly excel. I see you at work and I think of how much of a waste of your talents it is to work for a company that does not care about your visions, your dreams, or your ambitions. I know you cannot stand promises, so I pledge there will be no more tomorrows from me. It has been 18 months of us...as of the day you posted this. Through all the good times and bad, all the ups and downs, we have kept going. What we have has been worth every bit of effort, every tear, every kiss, and every word. You are the most talented, loyal, beautiful woman I have ever met. I love and cherish you and if I have ever taken that for granted I apologize with everything in my soul. Soon, very soon, you will have the opportunity to live what you love, this I pledge to you. If you want to share more feelings with me, talk about your posting, please come to me. I would never push you, your love, your life or your dreams away, I only ask you bring them closer to me.
All my love, dreams, and ambition,
Joey
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