my thoughts
Today is February 14th, valentine's day n offically couple day for those who are in pairs. Frankly speaking, I'm envy with those who have someone to celebrate with. I never celebrate before, therefore I don't know the thrill of celebrating it.
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I'm writing this entry because of him. This time nothing happens. I didn't feel sad or anything. Just feel like recording something down. Maybe it's because today's valentine's day, maybe it's because i feel something ought to change again.
Perhaps not many of u know that I'm still keeping his pics in my purse after breaking up with him. I hide it under the Hotlink telephone card which i have used. But i decided to take his pics out after an incident that took place in the particular nite. Actually nothing serious took place, I just went out supper with some of the dahlia fellars.
Ben, just like how Aaron said was the man in the pants. He was playing with my purse while we we were waiting for the food to arrive. He found the pics in my wallet. With a surprising look, asking me how come I still kept his pics in my wallet? Do I really want to move on?? These 2 questions make me think, helps me to make a decision. If I'm really moving on, keeping his picturs in my wallet doesn't make sense at all. How often do you see your ex keep your pictures in the wallet? Basically no right?? Unless he/she still loves u, that's why they still ur picture there.
Perhaps I'm a person who's easily influence so I found what he said really hit me hard. Whatever he said did make sense. With determination, when I went back to my hometown, I took his pictures out from my wallet n kept it in my safe since i dun open it too often. Besides. his pictures are not going to get lost in there. This way, it helps me not to think of him too often and I can concentrate in my studies more easily. My dad always say that out of sight out of mind. So sooner or later I'll won't remember his face anymore. :D
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I'm not saying I'm doing this right. What I can say is this time I'm really really giving up hope of reconciliation with him. Maybe this will make my life easier and better. Nites everyone.
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I'm writing this entry because of him. This time nothing happens. I didn't feel sad or anything. Just feel like recording something down. Maybe it's because today's valentine's day, maybe it's because i feel something ought to change again.
Perhaps not many of u know that I'm still keeping his pics in my purse after breaking up with him. I hide it under the Hotlink telephone card which i have used. But i decided to take his pics out after an incident that took place in the particular nite. Actually nothing serious took place, I just went out supper with some of the dahlia fellars.
Ben, just like how Aaron said was the man in the pants. He was playing with my purse while we we were waiting for the food to arrive. He found the pics in my wallet. With a surprising look, asking me how come I still kept his pics in my wallet? Do I really want to move on?? These 2 questions make me think, helps me to make a decision. If I'm really moving on, keeping his picturs in my wallet doesn't make sense at all. How often do you see your ex keep your pictures in the wallet? Basically no right?? Unless he/she still loves u, that's why they still ur picture there.
Perhaps I'm a person who's easily influence so I found what he said really hit me hard. Whatever he said did make sense. With determination, when I went back to my hometown, I took his pictures out from my wallet n kept it in my safe since i dun open it too often. Besides. his pictures are not going to get lost in there. This way, it helps me not to think of him too often and I can concentrate in my studies more easily. My dad always say that out of sight out of mind. So sooner or later I'll won't remember his face anymore. :D
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I'm not saying I'm doing this right. What I can say is this time I'm really really giving up hope of reconciliation with him. Maybe this will make my life easier and better. Nites everyone.