so my lack of control has lead me to run...literally
I am going to run a half marathon!
started training last weekend, and don't feel too bad. upping the miles this weekend. i am on this website, favorite run or something and you can map routes in the city, it is surprisingly fun.... i know that is geeky, whatever!
My parents are not keen on my carreer change, so I feel a bit fucked. and not in control. things i can control: me running everyday and working out like a crazy person and food. so guess what I'm going to control? that. i'll be unhappy in my job, but I'll be super fit. great.
i'm looking into part time study, so i can be a nutritionist on the side. and i will apply to a couple architecture schools. even thought the thought of going back to that high stress environment makes me feel ill.
fitness wise i am back on form i think.... thank god.
here is a preview of my weight before i get the official number on saturday from Lee.
so i might be down to my illness weight, or close to it.
if i focus focus focus on this stuff, the fact that i am decidedly still single won't bug me so much. hoping this is the case. i can also moon over lee and it won't matter, he flirts with everyone.
started training last weekend, and don't feel too bad. upping the miles this weekend. i am on this website, favorite run or something and you can map routes in the city, it is surprisingly fun.... i know that is geeky, whatever!
My parents are not keen on my carreer change, so I feel a bit fucked. and not in control. things i can control: me running everyday and working out like a crazy person and food. so guess what I'm going to control? that. i'll be unhappy in my job, but I'll be super fit. great.
i'm looking into part time study, so i can be a nutritionist on the side. and i will apply to a couple architecture schools. even thought the thought of going back to that high stress environment makes me feel ill.
fitness wise i am back on form i think.... thank god.
here is a preview of my weight before i get the official number on saturday from Lee.
so i might be down to my illness weight, or close to it.
if i focus focus focus on this stuff, the fact that i am decidedly still single won't bug me so much. hoping this is the case. i can also moon over lee and it won't matter, he flirts with everyone.