May 24, 2003 15:28
For awhile i was trying to decide if i should leave this afternoon or wait untill the morning. THen i came to my senses. I have nothing here. No reason not to pack my shit and get the fuck outta here this very second.
I need this. I want to get away. I need to escape, but I know im afraid of what im going to find...or not find. I want to make the long drive with the windows down, stop and get some coffee and listen to classic rock the whole way there. I want to find what im looking for.
I hope the leaves are out up north.
I wish someone would have called me today.