as she traces her shadow with the pen she's holding...
adriana has not had very good times, she actually must be in a slump of some sort...
i feel bad for being all petty teenageful looking for attention sad like person..i just can't help it...no one seems to be able to make me smile anymore...i mean i can look at people and see some good..i always can...i just can't look at a person and think about them and what they mean to me and smile anymore...it's really quite sad..i don't wanna be all down like i wanna be all happy go lucky like i used to be but it seems that the closer i get to graduating the worse i feel about myself...i don't remind me of me at all anymore...
on the bright side i liek to take pictures...of everything...anything...it makes me smile...but only if it comes out decent...
the past two nights i've gotten home past wehn it was dark, and i look up at the sky and it's so damn beautiful...the moon and the stars and as awful as it may sound the commerce and suburban scenery...are well breath taking...but i look to the sky and wish that were me...i wish i were angelic and breath taking...i wish i never did anything wrong...i wish i just rolled with the time and rotated with the days..and when i was angry or sad or even happy that i could show it with my beauty..i could be angry but angelic at the same time and oh how i love the sky..it's soo beautiful...i took a picture of it tonight...i won't come out my camera flashed...and the shutter speed was way way too fast..so no picture for me...i lifted my camera snapped the picture and then slapped my self for even dreaming of trying to capture such amazing beauty..it's impossible...so i put my camera down said too bad no one will ever see this but me...cause it's true...no one will...it's already changed a million times over in the past half hour...how i wish i could get it back...
i love nature...i love third eye blind...i love taking pictures...i love reading books with coco...it puzzles me that nothing i love involves anyone i know...jeremy if you comment on that comment so help me god..
speaking of...it bugs me that one of the peopel i consider one of my best friends can always without fail make me feel like shit every time we speak...like i started to bring myself up with this..this listing what i love...but it's been downed...all in a matter of about 3 mins..and all this in less than 10 little im's back and forth...hurray this shit feeling like..i need an outlet..i need a gateway drug...
if i ever kill myself i'm going to do it to this song...
And we laughed in the night, And I felt allright... laugh with me...please?
i feel bad for being all petty teenageful looking for attention sad like person..i just can't help it...no one seems to be able to make me smile anymore...i mean i can look at people and see some good..i always can...i just can't look at a person and think about them and what they mean to me and smile anymore...it's really quite sad..i don't wanna be all down like i wanna be all happy go lucky like i used to be but it seems that the closer i get to graduating the worse i feel about myself...i don't remind me of me at all anymore...
on the bright side i liek to take pictures...of everything...anything...it makes me smile...but only if it comes out decent...
the past two nights i've gotten home past wehn it was dark, and i look up at the sky and it's so damn beautiful...the moon and the stars and as awful as it may sound the commerce and suburban scenery...are well breath taking...but i look to the sky and wish that were me...i wish i were angelic and breath taking...i wish i never did anything wrong...i wish i just rolled with the time and rotated with the days..and when i was angry or sad or even happy that i could show it with my beauty..i could be angry but angelic at the same time and oh how i love the sky..it's soo beautiful...i took a picture of it tonight...i won't come out my camera flashed...and the shutter speed was way way too fast..so no picture for me...i lifted my camera snapped the picture and then slapped my self for even dreaming of trying to capture such amazing beauty..it's impossible...so i put my camera down said too bad no one will ever see this but me...cause it's true...no one will...it's already changed a million times over in the past half hour...how i wish i could get it back...
i love nature...i love third eye blind...i love taking pictures...i love reading books with coco...it puzzles me that nothing i love involves anyone i know...jeremy if you comment on that comment so help me god..
speaking of...it bugs me that one of the peopel i consider one of my best friends can always without fail make me feel like shit every time we speak...like i started to bring myself up with this..this listing what i love...but it's been downed...all in a matter of about 3 mins..and all this in less than 10 little im's back and forth...hurray this shit feeling like..i need an outlet..i need a gateway drug...
if i ever kill myself i'm going to do it to this song...
And we laughed in the night, And I felt allright... laugh with me...please?