summer...
wow...summer's just started and i've already gotten myself into some trouble...oh well..i'm surviving..and at least i know i'm ok..
wednesday and thursday were early dissmissal days from school so christina mal and i went to i hop on wednesday afternoon...and on thursday christina and i went to shoo you...i can't spell it i knwo there's h's all over it but i'll stick it to those phonetics...so all of that was fun
thursday afternoon was spent getting lunch...and then going to mcalister park and reading some of perks...i lvoe that book so much it seriously depresses me though..and thursday night was spent with sean and michael for a couple of hoours and then i wanted to drive his car and he let me so we went and picked up tony..haha..it was great not driving my car even though everyone likes it, but me..haha nahh it's ok dont get me wrong..and then we drove and looked at the really cool little yellow car in the mr gatti's parking lot and loitered around the little ceasers place..while they talked to adrian...it was ok..sean definetly had this guy run over his foot..he's so crazy...seriously..
after that i went to jenai's graduation party..it was fun...i love her house..it's sooo awesome...so i went there and hung out a bit and talked and played cards...
then i left and went to ash's party cause i told him i would go but i had lost the directions so i had to get them..took a couple friends with me..and there was a bit of an incident with that..i feel realllllly responisible...cause i am...i'm so dissappointed in myself...but this party was in the middle of the fucking woods!! it took forever to walk to and even then ash-man got us lost like 3 times..never have a stoned boy be your guide through the forest at night..NEVER...always use the drunk ones..ALWAYS...so yeah when we finally found it it was a pretty cool looking set up...there was a fire and everything...saw nathalia...didn't think i'd see her again but she was there...we had fun and then i had to leave cause i was gonna go to another friend's house..so i was like ash man take me back cause i can't find the way..i don't know where the hell i am..and he was like i'm too drunk i'll get lost and i was like shitt..so he calls his friend random guy number 12 that i have never ever met to lead me through the woods in the middle of the freaking night..i was just thinking real safe adriana real safe...but nothing bad happened he was a real gentleman..he walked me all the way to my car which was like 2 blocks away and so i drove him back to the white rocks..he gave me a cig and then i left..didn't smoke it though..those things'll kill you...besides i didn't have a lighter..just keeding..nahh man i didn't it's still jsut sitting there...odd..but yes then the drama started..but i wasn't there...still..it's my fault..i should have been more careful..and kept an eye out but nooo i didn't...god damn me...
friday morning i went to go get mike with going to the park in mind..but it was humid and gross so i voted no..besides we needed to go up to the school..him for a tea form and me to return my history book..cause i'm irresponsible..oh well..so we had to go to my house to get my book..and we played basketball and pool and then left like and hour later..haha..but we finally made it to school and mike wanted to go see mr whitus so we did..they talked for a while and i just stood there.. and then we went to christina's and watched minority report and ate ice cream...i ate like a pint and a half...i'm such a pig..then i took mike home and i think i came home too..then that night...i don't remember..gimme a sec...i think jenai's was friday..no..no it was thursday...oohh yeah christina spent the night..ohh yeah it was graduation...graduation was sad...i'm seriously gonna miss the seniors that i know real well..especially jerry, katherine, and sam...sam sooo much...seriously that boy was so awesome to me..always has been..i'm gonna call him to see if he wants to do something tonight..like go see shrek..but yeah i dunno...it was nice...long..well not that long but still lots of names and such...mal picked up ariel mike and i really early so we walked to the lemonade stand and bought lemonade..haha i don't like lemonade but it's ok i drank it anyway..and it wasn't as bad as i remember...i can't waituntil that's me there next year graduating..seriosuly...i need out..it was sad...said bye bye to some seniors that i never got to talk to that often..and even got a kiss..that may have been the weirdest thing..seeing as it was for old time's sake..and there was never, to my reccolection, an old time..but whatever...then mal mike christina ariel and i went to get ice cream and i really wanted to get a bagel from starbucks but they didn't have any..t'was sad...so i just got ice cream for the 1968490385th time that day...oh well..then we all did the rounds and everyone made it home..and yeah...wait..oh yeah...christina and i went to walmart to get hair dye and i bought some candy cause i'm an awful person...and then we came home and dyed my hair...and hung out and such...
satudray morning we woke up super early and went to sonic to get her paper work filled out and sean met us there to keep me company..but her paper work didn't get doen the printer broke..so sean and i talked with her and michael while the boss man was inside and we got our mozzeralla sticks and cherry lime-aid/powerade slushes..someone egged his car...sucks...then we all went home...well christina and i to my house and him to his..and we did nothing all day..i believe..wait no..we malled it...and i got a cute skirt and shirt from american eagle..that night was natalie's graduation party it was fun..real low-key..so we stayed there for a while and then we went to pauls and played pool, did simpsons trivia and i attempted to learn to play halo..but we left and took sean home and then i got a cherry limeade and we went and got andrew some fries and took those to him at pauls...bruce had gotten there so i said hi and then we left again..i took her home cause i was tired and being no damn fun..we were going to have gone to kyle's but umm..yeah i didn't really feel like it to i took her home and i decided to at least go to kyles to say congrats enjoy your life and leave..seeing as i would never get to see him again...good thing i went too..cause he's definetly moving to washington..like his entire family is..the house is for sale kinda stuff..so yeah so i talked to him for a while...cause i didn't know anyone else they were all college people..i met some peopel but i don't remember their names or what they looked like..but his brother was really cute..too bad not cool things happened...but yeah things from there were not too good..and this time it's completely my fault..and no one else can even come close to blaming themselves..that's sad..oh well..but it's all ok now...yep yep yep..
i woke up this morning and went to taco cabana with my little brother and we chatted and i had to explain to him why there was some random person's stuff in my car...ahem mike!! so we took mike back his stuff and ate our tacos..i love my little brother i can seriusly tell him almost anything..and then i came home and slept cause i didn't feel to well..and then i went to katherine's graduation thing and yeah it was nice..not too many people there but i still felt weird..cause of yeah...but yeah..i coldn't find my car keys so i got there late..tis ok though i think they understood/didn't really care so yeah it was really nice...sooo much emotion and care in that family that wow..it was really nice..my favorite of all the graduation parties i went to...so when i left i went to the park and read the rest of perks..in my bleachers..and while i was reading this lady came and sat at the picnic table by my bleachers and just sat there..i hoped that i would finish befoe she left so we could talk but no cigar..she left like 5 mins before i finished..and then i had a grand adventure when i rescued my shoe that fell off the top of the bleachers..without touching the ground with my foot..it was interesting...and then i came home..and now i am here..and i'm supposed to be somewhere at 7 but i don't want to go..i think i'm just not..i dunno though..that's really irresponsible of me..but i just don't want to..maybe i'll invite someone over to play pool and watch a movie..i don't feel too much like going out tonight..
i'm in a quiet mood..
gonna go pick up a poor stranded pino now...
wednesday and thursday were early dissmissal days from school so christina mal and i went to i hop on wednesday afternoon...and on thursday christina and i went to shoo you...i can't spell it i knwo there's h's all over it but i'll stick it to those phonetics...so all of that was fun
thursday afternoon was spent getting lunch...and then going to mcalister park and reading some of perks...i lvoe that book so much it seriously depresses me though..and thursday night was spent with sean and michael for a couple of hoours and then i wanted to drive his car and he let me so we went and picked up tony..haha..it was great not driving my car even though everyone likes it, but me..haha nahh it's ok dont get me wrong..and then we drove and looked at the really cool little yellow car in the mr gatti's parking lot and loitered around the little ceasers place..while they talked to adrian...it was ok..sean definetly had this guy run over his foot..he's so crazy...seriously..
after that i went to jenai's graduation party..it was fun...i love her house..it's sooo awesome...so i went there and hung out a bit and talked and played cards...
then i left and went to ash's party cause i told him i would go but i had lost the directions so i had to get them..took a couple friends with me..and there was a bit of an incident with that..i feel realllllly responisible...cause i am...i'm so dissappointed in myself...but this party was in the middle of the fucking woods!! it took forever to walk to and even then ash-man got us lost like 3 times..never have a stoned boy be your guide through the forest at night..NEVER...always use the drunk ones..ALWAYS...so yeah when we finally found it it was a pretty cool looking set up...there was a fire and everything...saw nathalia...didn't think i'd see her again but she was there...we had fun and then i had to leave cause i was gonna go to another friend's house..so i was like ash man take me back cause i can't find the way..i don't know where the hell i am..and he was like i'm too drunk i'll get lost and i was like shitt..so he calls his friend random guy number 12 that i have never ever met to lead me through the woods in the middle of the freaking night..i was just thinking real safe adriana real safe...but nothing bad happened he was a real gentleman..he walked me all the way to my car which was like 2 blocks away and so i drove him back to the white rocks..he gave me a cig and then i left..didn't smoke it though..those things'll kill you...besides i didn't have a lighter..just keeding..nahh man i didn't it's still jsut sitting there...odd..but yes then the drama started..but i wasn't there...still..it's my fault..i should have been more careful..and kept an eye out but nooo i didn't...god damn me...
friday morning i went to go get mike with going to the park in mind..but it was humid and gross so i voted no..besides we needed to go up to the school..him for a tea form and me to return my history book..cause i'm irresponsible..oh well..so we had to go to my house to get my book..and we played basketball and pool and then left like and hour later..haha..but we finally made it to school and mike wanted to go see mr whitus so we did..they talked for a while and i just stood there.. and then we went to christina's and watched minority report and ate ice cream...i ate like a pint and a half...i'm such a pig..then i took mike home and i think i came home too..then that night...i don't remember..gimme a sec...i think jenai's was friday..no..no it was thursday...oohh yeah christina spent the night..ohh yeah it was graduation...graduation was sad...i'm seriously gonna miss the seniors that i know real well..especially jerry, katherine, and sam...sam sooo much...seriously that boy was so awesome to me..always has been..i'm gonna call him to see if he wants to do something tonight..like go see shrek..but yeah i dunno...it was nice...long..well not that long but still lots of names and such...mal picked up ariel mike and i really early so we walked to the lemonade stand and bought lemonade..haha i don't like lemonade but it's ok i drank it anyway..and it wasn't as bad as i remember...i can't waituntil that's me there next year graduating..seriosuly...i need out..it was sad...said bye bye to some seniors that i never got to talk to that often..and even got a kiss..that may have been the weirdest thing..seeing as it was for old time's sake..and there was never, to my reccolection, an old time..but whatever...then mal mike christina ariel and i went to get ice cream and i really wanted to get a bagel from starbucks but they didn't have any..t'was sad...so i just got ice cream for the 1968490385th time that day...oh well..then we all did the rounds and everyone made it home..and yeah...wait..oh yeah...christina and i went to walmart to get hair dye and i bought some candy cause i'm an awful person...and then we came home and dyed my hair...and hung out and such...
satudray morning we woke up super early and went to sonic to get her paper work filled out and sean met us there to keep me company..but her paper work didn't get doen the printer broke..so sean and i talked with her and michael while the boss man was inside and we got our mozzeralla sticks and cherry lime-aid/powerade slushes..someone egged his car...sucks...then we all went home...well christina and i to my house and him to his..and we did nothing all day..i believe..wait no..we malled it...and i got a cute skirt and shirt from american eagle..that night was natalie's graduation party it was fun..real low-key..so we stayed there for a while and then we went to pauls and played pool, did simpsons trivia and i attempted to learn to play halo..but we left and took sean home and then i got a cherry limeade and we went and got andrew some fries and took those to him at pauls...bruce had gotten there so i said hi and then we left again..i took her home cause i was tired and being no damn fun..we were going to have gone to kyle's but umm..yeah i didn't really feel like it to i took her home and i decided to at least go to kyles to say congrats enjoy your life and leave..seeing as i would never get to see him again...good thing i went too..cause he's definetly moving to washington..like his entire family is..the house is for sale kinda stuff..so yeah so i talked to him for a while...cause i didn't know anyone else they were all college people..i met some peopel but i don't remember their names or what they looked like..but his brother was really cute..too bad not cool things happened...but yeah things from there were not too good..and this time it's completely my fault..and no one else can even come close to blaming themselves..that's sad..oh well..but it's all ok now...yep yep yep..
i woke up this morning and went to taco cabana with my little brother and we chatted and i had to explain to him why there was some random person's stuff in my car...ahem mike!! so we took mike back his stuff and ate our tacos..i love my little brother i can seriusly tell him almost anything..and then i came home and slept cause i didn't feel to well..and then i went to katherine's graduation thing and yeah it was nice..not too many people there but i still felt weird..cause of yeah...but yeah..i coldn't find my car keys so i got there late..tis ok though i think they understood/didn't really care so yeah it was really nice...sooo much emotion and care in that family that wow..it was really nice..my favorite of all the graduation parties i went to...so when i left i went to the park and read the rest of perks..in my bleachers..and while i was reading this lady came and sat at the picnic table by my bleachers and just sat there..i hoped that i would finish befoe she left so we could talk but no cigar..she left like 5 mins before i finished..and then i had a grand adventure when i rescued my shoe that fell off the top of the bleachers..without touching the ground with my foot..it was interesting...and then i came home..and now i am here..and i'm supposed to be somewhere at 7 but i don't want to go..i think i'm just not..i dunno though..that's really irresponsible of me..but i just don't want to..maybe i'll invite someone over to play pool and watch a movie..i don't feel too much like going out tonight..
i'm in a quiet mood..
gonna go pick up a poor stranded pino now...