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so i guess the past 2 entries are prime examples of how pms really affects my moods. daaayuumn. Besides weird shit b/t kenji and i, i let everything get to me. Im still really stressed though, but im not all crying type bummed. I spent my whole paycheck already. I dont know how it happened,but it did. Fuck. i met these cool girls who work in the same building as me and theyre friends with this nice guy at the wine bar. i was leaving work one day, and they called me over from the bar, and insisted i have a drink with them. So i had a free glass of wine (and instantly got drunk). But mandy and i have been hanging with them and theyre fucking rad. Its nice to have cool lady friends again. But i guess the wine bar guy is the one that made them call me over because hed been seeing me since i started, and didnt know how to approach me. But it works out awsome because it made me be friends with the ladies, aaaand score a date with an awsome dood. The guy i was supposed to go out with last sat. also from my work building flaked, and i dont care at all. kinda relieved actually and we hung with those girls instead getting wasted and watching the suicide girls video. Kenjis going to japan tomorrow, and i already went on a date with the wine bar guy last night. I feel weird for immediately taking a liking to someone because i dont want to be rebounding, but ive never had so much damn in common with anyone before. hes a figurative painter like me, he reads a lot like me, he knows a lot about classical music like me, hes the son of immigrants like me (only cuban), he speaks 3 languages like me, and he took me to a really nice restraunt which nobody's done before for me. Slow down nicole!!!!! I want to keep it chill and not have any serious expectations of any kind, not rush into anything, but it just made me feel fucking amazing. I started Bobby Brown today, and i thought i was going to train with the lady herself,but it was with her right hand lady instead. I learned a ton, and im going to start soon, and at $20 and hour. SWEEEEET! It was fun. So maybe things arent so bad.