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this weekend has been one of the lamest in a while. I miss mandy. God were so gay. YEah...so i have no social life up here really. Just a few people i hang out with, but otherwise...i dont have shit to do or anywhere to go, or anyone to go with except for mandy and yuri. THe rest be so buisy. But who am i to judge, because im fucking crazy buisy...but i try to go out anyways...and when i do, i wear the hell out of my body. So maybe i should be smart like the others, and not go out on the weekends because i work, which makes lots of sense, only i get so so so easily anxious, and get cabin fever everyday to some extent. jdsafjjslghowiahfs;!!!!!! Ok, so im drunk now, and angry, frustrated, sad, AND tired at the same time. A bad combination of emotions. Plus i just watched most of Butterfly Effect at Dan and Tessa's, which fucked me up royally. That movie is FUCKED! Ok, gonna try and sleep now, i have work tomorrow.