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i havent been feeling good lately.
ive been so down because of so many things. i feel like ive lost people in my life who were once important to me. and to the people i still keep in contact with its hard too cause i feel that little by little were slowly getting distant from each other.
its hard to be in different schools and keep up with everything thats going on when i dont know half the things theyre talking about. its hard to read statuses everyday that involve things like... cause its so easy for me to feel left out now a days. its hard to read lj's saying how much fun they had in school and how much they love their barkada cause i mean. i dont even know if i have a barkada now.
its so hard. no one understands. i dont mean to sound all dramatic but its just how ive been feeling and theres no other way to tell people about how i feel cause its not like i can just text/ chat with them randomly.
no one should say i changed cause of p and blame p for reasons like ''i dont text you cause youre always with p'' cause hes the only one whos been with me consequtively.
to you, i wrote you a palanca and i told you that i super missed you and sure it was great for the first week then you started not texting na. i kept texting you but you'd never reply. or if you reply it'd be sometimes or id have to call you.
to you, i dunno what you heard recently or something but if you heard something that someone said that i said. well its NOT TRUE. that may have been before not NOW
to you, i thought we were okay na.
to you, im glad were friends. and i feel like youre making more of an effort now then before. but i felt bad today cause you didnt text me about lunch.
to you, i feel like were drifting apart.
its so hard to see that youre once barkadas as close as ever and youre not part of that anymore.
ive been so down because of so many things. i feel like ive lost people in my life who were once important to me. and to the people i still keep in contact with its hard too cause i feel that little by little were slowly getting distant from each other.
its hard to be in different schools and keep up with everything thats going on when i dont know half the things theyre talking about. its hard to read statuses everyday that involve things like... cause its so easy for me to feel left out now a days. its hard to read lj's saying how much fun they had in school and how much they love their barkada cause i mean. i dont even know if i have a barkada now.
its so hard. no one understands. i dont mean to sound all dramatic but its just how ive been feeling and theres no other way to tell people about how i feel cause its not like i can just text/ chat with them randomly.
no one should say i changed cause of p and blame p for reasons like ''i dont text you cause youre always with p'' cause hes the only one whos been with me consequtively.
to you, i wrote you a palanca and i told you that i super missed you and sure it was great for the first week then you started not texting na. i kept texting you but you'd never reply. or if you reply it'd be sometimes or id have to call you.
to you, i dunno what you heard recently or something but if you heard something that someone said that i said. well its NOT TRUE. that may have been before not NOW
to you, i thought we were okay na.
to you, im glad were friends. and i feel like youre making more of an effort now then before. but i felt bad today cause you didnt text me about lunch.
to you, i feel like were drifting apart.
its so hard to see that youre once barkadas as close as ever and youre not part of that anymore.