Nov 02, 2004 02:13
so fuck a lot of things right now.
i'm not feeling good anymore.
just alot of things right now don't make much since right now. i don't know if i am right or not but i know that it's a double edged sword of i'm damned if i do and damned if i don't. and as well i don't know what to do or say pretaining to that. it's real confusing.
i don't know what i think or feel right now but it's not good, or positive.
AND FUCK SMOKING!!! I DON'T NEED THAT FUCKING POISON ANY MORE!!! no more!!
isn't it funny how depressive thoughts can lead to anger and anger can lead to outbursts of physical violence.
i made a snap decision and it was a bad one.
i don't drink poison.................EVERYDAY!!!!
and i always not never play with sharp objects.
i miss amy again already