Oct 10, 2004 21:46
i cant take living here anymore, EVERYTHING i do is wrong!!! i hate my family, i just hate everything. i feel like i dont have anything great to live for. my mom is a bipolar bitch, my dad is an asshole that only cares about himself, and my brother is selfish. i started like breaking down today and my mom was like WHATS WRONG NOW EMMA?!? shes such a bitch! i was like nothings wrong just leave me alone and she starts screaming at me and goes i dont know why ur so depressed u have a good life blah blah blah, and i was just like u try for ONE DAY living in my life see if u even live. seriously if she had 2 live with someone picking one her every breath she wuld wanna die. ugh I HATE MY FAMILY!!! can someone please adopt me? okay ill stop bitching, i just really needed to get all of this out.
my weekend...
friday - movies with nat heather and people, it was fun! i love my wet hoes<3
saturday (matts bday) - was awoken by the demons (my parents) at like 12:30 cus i aparently sleep too much...assholes. but then i went back 2 sleep at like 1:30 so it was all good. went to dinner with the family for matts bday, of corse my mom picked on every horrible detail about me, she just LOVES to see the negative stuff about me! then i slept at nats cus her family doesnt pick out all the bad stuff about me!!<33
sunday (today) - went to town center for a little with nat..got 2 shirts from abercrombie =] then came back home and talked on the fone with my aunt and little cousin..they are moving back 2 fl soon =]