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the problem with getting to such a good place in my life is hitting bottom this heavily. i had an amazing weekend previous to this though. Jesse has proved himself over and over to be a constant force of positive direction and idealism in my life, a life that without that influence is becoming more and more this competition with people, myself, my moods and my convictions. I'm lucky to have met him. In my heart autumn is long overdue, but aside from that i'm so excited about leaving for the cape this weekend. Just this one half week of work and then i can drown any worries in the sea.