Apr 16, 2006 18:25
no one is back yet- it's still a ghost town
my entire time home felt really easy and good- I miss casually seeing a lot of my friends, only because I hate the constant big hellos and big goodbyes. I slept a lot of the afternoon away with cartoons on. I've had little to no ambition to write any songs because things have been too comfortable and too happy, aside from this:
Dear charming kite,
Do litely bite
The foggy fields, the lowing lanes
The rickety roads and the kneeling plains
Oh lazy light
With massive might
You dare my dream of snowy cloth
Felt snapping white as albatross
Is bitten by the wind and rocks
Is hushed into the clary moss
Is ushered here to count his loss
My kite; pale cotton, willow cross
I feel young and I feel alive and I feel like there's everything at my fingertips and that I've been really reaching for it for the first time. summer is so close and spring is constantly reminding me of that. I've also been fully realizing how horrible high school was. I'm not sure if it was me, or just everything it stood for, but I hated it. I've never been this happy.