missed that party tonight, didn't see you tomorrow; i got funny ways of keeping what i borrow. like how i ditched the car to take the train, lie about how i love the rain. i look at your face and you tell me i listen and i think about the human condition, how you can say the same thing and it'll lose meaning, how you can think about it till it loses feeling. and i think i still feel, if i ever thought i did, i feel like things are coming to a neat ending- like everything needs an ending. oh, the end has no ending! and i never laugh at what's clever, i just laugh at what's unexpected; we all fear our lives a little bit less when we tell ourselves we're laughing with it. and being human beings has given us some awful ideas, and we hope they can hurt someone cuz that way we're not alone in the universe. sometimes i feel i'm not the only one that needs to change, but then i think if we both did, things would still be the same. i watch too many movies for a guy who hates to talk on phones, that's why i try and stay out all night and think of things to say when i'm alone. like if i were an architect i'm sure i'd have built some deserts out of these plans, and if i were an astronaut i'm sure i'd miss that patch of land, and every time i ride my bike i should remember how my brother crashed, and every time i bum a ride i feel i miss what's happening on either side of the glass; cuz everyone is always scared of losing what's always on the tips of their tongues, if you listen real close to the summer nights then you can hear the autumn come. and some days wherever i walk, that's the loneliest corner i ever read about or talked about or heard in that song. well the past and the future are meaningless and less, they just leave us at that point that makes a circle, smile sideways- is there any way to exist without feeling so goddamn existential? kyle you're the best, talk to you soon!
kyle you're the best, talk to you soon!
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