you think you're helping but you're taking my life away

[sleep_in_envy]

have you (being in general) ever met someone who is so untainted by life and the world and the people and situations in it? someone who has the good fortune to have somehow evaded many experiences and happenings that they seem in essense, innocent. maybe that's an inaccurate term to use, but it really does seem to sum it up. innocence, what a fleeting trait. I'm sure it won't even be in the dictionary someday. when I meet someone like this, the tendency is that I just enjoy being around them. it also makes me do that thing where i think too much and I wonder whatever happend to my innocence, the time before I became so numb. the fact that I just cannot understand why certain things upset this person so much makes me very much despondent. where along the way have I become so desensitized? then I feel so wary of being around this person. Not because I don't enjoy their company but because I feel that I am corruptive and influential. what a beautiful person; keep your innocence for as long as possible.

another thing, while in this present state of mind. fuck those kids who condemn substances-no, those fucking ignorant kids who condemn PEOPLE who use substances. there's one thing to be against drugs and alcohol. fine, i can respect that. it's when you fucking patronize, scorn or ridicule indiviuals who use. I have the upmost respect for people who at one point were using but now are activist against it. IT not PEOPLE. so next time any of you mindless cunts judge anyone, realize you have no fucking idea what you're talking about. don't try to mask it with faux shows of caring. you're not fooling anyone.