Free Falling
I feel as if I am free falling. I know there is a safety net and a parachute, but the fall is getting more and more scary. I have so many friends that are struggling with a number of different issues that my own life has been torn between helping or hiding. So many people are pulling at me that I just am not sure how my own fate will turn out; and my job has become very parasitic . Each new day I feel more and more drained by negative people who are not as adaptable as I am , My bosses are afraid for their jobs so they have surrendered their common sense to make them look good to the hatchet man. I seem to be losing the strength in my hands. Is it time to pull the ripcord and cut my loses, or hang in and hit the net for the bounce back ? Anyway I look at it I have a long way to fall and I hope that the net holds the weight and speed when I hit.
On a lighter note , The peace garden is coming around. In a week it will be about 80% in bloom. The Hummingbirds and fire flies have arrived and soon the butterflies; It is about my only release from reality, that and my wife and pets
On a lighter note , The peace garden is coming around. In a week it will be about 80% in bloom. The Hummingbirds and fire flies have arrived and soon the butterflies; It is about my only release from reality, that and my wife and pets