Dec 05, 2005 22:08
For the first time in along time.
I felt happy today.
I haven't felt that happy since the beginning of the summer
Wow this shit helps.
It feels good to be getting back to normal
Hey I've hurt myself and others along the way
But that's life...
I mean I was just being a little whiney bitch
My problems aren't that bad
There are people worse off then me
I'm kinda sad that I screwed things up with Liz and Kim
I guess that's what my dad does to me
Just makes me feel like shit all the time...
I know that I've done dumb shit in my life
Who doesn't?
Nobody is perfect
Or always right...
I try to look at things more logically now
All I've wanted is for things to go back to the way they were
That's just not possible
I am concerned about one person though
She needs help
I just wish I could help her
If only she would go to talk to someone
But she doesn't trust or talk to me anymore...
Because of what I did...
God please help her