slight frustration and odd-ball emialers
yeah so that right there pretty much sums up my last few days... slight frustration is due to, well about the only person i know who i let constantly put me through this, joe. like i feel bad because i did tell him when i was coming home that id try to stop over and see some of his art work and of course jake, the puppy. well i then went off to Nashville, thinking joe was getting his truck fixed and that he would wanting to be coming up here.. i then get back from Nashville, call him and hes like "Oh yeah fixing the truck now, and hey what about you coming over?" so he makes a stink, so i try to go over and low and behold he isnt there. so i dont bother going over because hell where was the point, from jims im i thought he was out so there was no point in going...
and like the thing with joe is he stops talking to me or finds way or reasons on why plans that we've semi-made can't happen any more. so joe went out on a date the other night, which i guess i am going to start using as a reason for all of this.. seeing like the way we are we get along awsome and talk alot when he has no other "girls" in his life.. aka when i'm girl friend number 1. and when this whole spoff of me being girlfriend 1 started, he would swear that id always be number 1 even if he actually did have a girlfriend.. but clearly that doesn't work out.. what happens is as soon as he meets some girl that he might want to date, he stops communication..
i was ranting to jim how i feel like he hides things on me.. because seriously every girl hes dated in the last 3 yrs i've been like "Eh idk about that one" and it ends bad.. i guess thats why i liked julie so much, he didnt hide her from me.. i almost get a feeling that he hides these girls from me because deep down he knows that something will not work out with them and that in telling me things about them there is something i'll spot that will make me notice it wont last for him.. god i wish that girl wasn't moving :( they would have worked out so well...
and then on to odd ball emails i got this emial when i was home in my yahoo account saying something like new hampshire. so i thought it was a virus or something so i deleate it.. and then got up here and got the email again and well ceriousity and the fact that i was on my own computer made me open it..
Hi,
I wrote to you a while ago and didn't hear back from you. I am sorry to bother you again but I was disappointed I didn't hear from you, especially since you live so close by! Why didn't you write back? Perhaps you didn't receive my email and we are having an email problem. I did have some trouble with my computer when I wrote you the original letter.
Can you please take a minute to write to me?
I am enclosing my original letter to remind you.
I am looking for a pen (email) pal from anywhere in New Hampshire or Vermont. I am looking to write email first then see what develops! I find the Internet a much better way of meeting a friend/lover than a bar (at least I hope it is).
I am sensitive, sincere, attractive, and romantic. I am 6 feet tall, dark brown hair, medium build, hazel eyes.
My interests include cuddling (above all), writing fiction and non-fiction, reading (just about everything but right now it's mystery novels and thrillers), mountain hiking, parapsychology (ESP and stuff), mythology, nature, and computers.
My home is in the White Mountains of New Hampshire where I have beautiful view of the surrounding hills.
I am looking forward to hearing from you.
Write to me at:
________________________
Carl
odd, you beat yeah, no freakin clue how he got this address either, anyone else get this fucked up stuff???
and like the thing with joe is he stops talking to me or finds way or reasons on why plans that we've semi-made can't happen any more. so joe went out on a date the other night, which i guess i am going to start using as a reason for all of this.. seeing like the way we are we get along awsome and talk alot when he has no other "girls" in his life.. aka when i'm girl friend number 1. and when this whole spoff of me being girlfriend 1 started, he would swear that id always be number 1 even if he actually did have a girlfriend.. but clearly that doesn't work out.. what happens is as soon as he meets some girl that he might want to date, he stops communication..
i was ranting to jim how i feel like he hides things on me.. because seriously every girl hes dated in the last 3 yrs i've been like "Eh idk about that one" and it ends bad.. i guess thats why i liked julie so much, he didnt hide her from me.. i almost get a feeling that he hides these girls from me because deep down he knows that something will not work out with them and that in telling me things about them there is something i'll spot that will make me notice it wont last for him.. god i wish that girl wasn't moving :( they would have worked out so well...
and then on to odd ball emails i got this emial when i was home in my yahoo account saying something like new hampshire. so i thought it was a virus or something so i deleate it.. and then got up here and got the email again and well ceriousity and the fact that i was on my own computer made me open it..
Hi,
I wrote to you a while ago and didn't hear back from you. I am sorry to bother you again but I was disappointed I didn't hear from you, especially since you live so close by! Why didn't you write back? Perhaps you didn't receive my email and we are having an email problem. I did have some trouble with my computer when I wrote you the original letter.
Can you please take a minute to write to me?
I am enclosing my original letter to remind you.
I am looking for a pen (email) pal from anywhere in New Hampshire or Vermont. I am looking to write email first then see what develops! I find the Internet a much better way of meeting a friend/lover than a bar (at least I hope it is).
I am sensitive, sincere, attractive, and romantic. I am 6 feet tall, dark brown hair, medium build, hazel eyes.
My interests include cuddling (above all), writing fiction and non-fiction, reading (just about everything but right now it's mystery novels and thrillers), mountain hiking, parapsychology (ESP and stuff), mythology, nature, and computers.
My home is in the White Mountains of New Hampshire where I have beautiful view of the surrounding hills.
I am looking forward to hearing from you.
Write to me at:
________________________
Carl
odd, you beat yeah, no freakin clue how he got this address either, anyone else get this fucked up stuff???