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so i think my stress level has hit an all time high.... idk what it is but i'm just ready to lose it. it seems like too many things are coming up way too fast and idk... i've been doing well holding it in. course my problem with that is i hold it all in and then get frustrated over the most simplest littlest things..
like we *steve, matt and i* were in steves room and matt started gooffing off and that was ok still he started tickling me and my leg *well one of them* had gotten pinned behind him and he kept leaning back tickling that leg and in the process of moving i kept bending the wrong way and it was hurting and because i'm already stressed my body is already killing me. so in the process of trying to wiggle away i think i hurt myself even more..
so finally i got pissed off so much that i left... and now i feel bad because i've been trying to get in touch with him to tell him but of course i dont wanna go running into steves room and tell him.. and then they were doing a round and course couldn't say anything thing
and shit hell has broken lose in my section
like we *steve, matt and i* were in steves room and matt started gooffing off and that was ok still he started tickling me and my leg *well one of them* had gotten pinned behind him and he kept leaning back tickling that leg and in the process of moving i kept bending the wrong way and it was hurting and because i'm already stressed my body is already killing me. so in the process of trying to wiggle away i think i hurt myself even more..
so finally i got pissed off so much that i left... and now i feel bad because i've been trying to get in touch with him to tell him but of course i dont wanna go running into steves room and tell him.. and then they were doing a round and course couldn't say anything thing
and shit hell has broken lose in my section