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May 05, 2008 22:11

OK, This semester for me was HELL!!! My GPA wasn't anything to brag about when I went INTO the semester, but this one KILLED IT! (I did have a 3.14, now it's 2.95) I got C's. I got a C+, a C, and a C-. My chem lab I got an A (1 credit) and my billiards class I passed, but DAAAAYUM!! I worked hard to get those C's damn it! They were HARD!! So now that summer semester is here I actually have time for things other than homework! I have NO idea about what has happened so far this year other than what has been e-mailed to me! I am SO far out of the loop it isn't any funny.

Two weeks ago I started my car to come home from school and there was a terrible noise. Long story short, the motor blew. 227,534 miles on the car, and the motor blew. It was a good car, so I am not complaining. I was just hoping it would have lasted past finals! But it didn't luckily dad has a truck he is letting me drive for now. I used it to get to and from school for finals and the last week of classes. I have it to drive until I get another vehicle of my own. THANK YOU DAD! The first time for ME that his owning too many vehicles has come into favor for me!

I did tell dad that I won't be able to work for him during school anymore. It just was too much of a tax on my time to try to do work for him and school. I know that there are people that do full time school, full time work, and have a family. Screw them!!! My mom just won't get it through her head that this las semester took all I had to PASS with the minimum grades in each class. I am not a person that can do all those things and get by. You want me to do it all too? TOUGH SHIT! I can't. I have accepted that. I am sorry that you cannot accept your sons limits and abilities. I am the first one to push myself to do better and more. This semester almost broke me. I found my limit. There it is! School is kicking my butt now that I am into my major. There are the facts. Accept them. Deal with them. Learn to love them as they are because denying them or hating them will just take too much energy and just be worse for everybody in the end.

I have been listening to the 60's channel on XM radio this past week. I don't know why. It got old after the first couple days. But I try other channels and I just have to change it. The songs there are played way too much as well!! I might have to turn to the comedy station for a while. I have listened to the comedy stations for weeks and never heard repeats. (Other than the RARE repeat of a popular comic like Ron White, or Mitch Hedberg etc.)

Last night I had a craving for graham cracker and cake frosting. So I went to the store. I got a box of bee shaped graham's and cream cheese frosting. Yum. Nice thing is I don't just chow on that snack until it's gone. I eat some, then can walk away from it.

I will find time to catch up on journals later. I just wanted to let y'all know that I am thinking about you and hope that all is well. A lack of comments from me isn't lack of caring, but rather was a lack of knowledge due to lack of time!!!
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