Ques'que ce?
I'm feeling low. I know many of my friends have been in bad shape due to the loss of a close friend. Much of Columbus is hurt by the loss of their favorite local celebrity.
I've spent the last year doing everything thing I could to better myself. Trying to put myself in a better situation. I've been trying to gain more experience in jobs and life hoping I can repay debts to my friends that I know I inadvertently took advantage of due to circumstance. I've gained a lot of understanding in that time. I've lost a lot more than I'm willing to admit.
I've got 2 weeks to get a living situation under control. There is so much going on, and all I can do is just wear a smile and hope people don't realize exactly what I'm going through. Many know bits and bobs, but the whole story isn't out there. I'm not prepared to make any full statements, but just know that its worse than it looks.
What am I trying to say? I put a lot of focus on not sounding emo. I know people get depressed and life is good at putting one through that, but I am at a loss for a better outlet. I want to write more. I know I have more to say, but none of it is coming to the surface. Perhaps its just my mental protective nature.
I've spent the last year doing everything thing I could to better myself. Trying to put myself in a better situation. I've been trying to gain more experience in jobs and life hoping I can repay debts to my friends that I know I inadvertently took advantage of due to circumstance. I've gained a lot of understanding in that time. I've lost a lot more than I'm willing to admit.
I've got 2 weeks to get a living situation under control. There is so much going on, and all I can do is just wear a smile and hope people don't realize exactly what I'm going through. Many know bits and bobs, but the whole story isn't out there. I'm not prepared to make any full statements, but just know that its worse than it looks.
What am I trying to say? I put a lot of focus on not sounding emo. I know people get depressed and life is good at putting one through that, but I am at a loss for a better outlet. I want to write more. I know I have more to say, but none of it is coming to the surface. Perhaps its just my mental protective nature.