i love matthew ryan jolly
hey.. man i feel like i never get on this thingy anymore.. well in my last update i really didnt go into detail about my life and im sitting here bored out of my mind so i think i will..
-well cheerleading is going great cept im the HURT one.. lol.. i think ill go in my little corner all by myself.. man today me buckwheet and kelsey were haveing a blast.. we were laughing so hard (you guys no what about.. hah)i have made alot of friends on the team and they are so awesome.. and we have libs and pyramids and stuff.. so for all you old cheerleaders who are talking shit.. we are going to be awesome and yall are going to feel like dumbasses telling everyone we are going to suck.. plus my life has been really bad here lately..
R.I.P. Matthew Ryan Jolly.. you are our angel
-matthew ryan jolly was killed in a car wreck right down the road from my house on May 22, 2005. he was like my brother.. it is really strange being here without him here.. i know you aint suppose to ask why.. but he was the best one out of the group.. he always did what you said.. he loved everyone.. and his smile and eyes were to die for.. i absolutly loves his eyes.. his eyes were the color of the sky.. me and my sister were both really close to him and it is nice having someone that lives with you that you can talk to.. i love my sister so much.. i dont know where i would be without her.. she has really helped me with the whole matthew thing and i thank her so much for that.. i still cant believe it has been almost a month.. i feel like i havent talked to him in forever... but it also feels like he was in that wreck just yesterday.. i would give anything just to have one more time to see him and say i love you and give him a big kiss just like old days.. man! i miss him coming to my house and riding 4-wheelers with me and brittnye.. but thats enough for now.. im balling and it just aint getting any better.. We ♥ you matthew and we miss you ever so much and we always will
-lets get back to something that shall make me smile.. me and buckwheet are super close.. and i love it.. i missed hanging with her and now that she is a cheerleader and she is going to be in high school that is going to be awesome..cant wait to eat our pickles at practice- considering we couldnt get into them the night i was over ther then tyler opened them the next morning and we didnt want them.. hah!! and the people in the woods, OUR movies, and you are so much nicer on the phone.. that boy was so clueless.. hah!! i cant wait till i come over and we have our movie night again.. i love you so much buckwheet.. you the BESTEST... "stupid freshmen"
-i have found someone who is like my sister and i can tell her everything.. Krista Smithson.. i love you so much girl.. you have also helped me with alot.. matt, cheerleading, and stuff i dont really wanna write cuz it would be way to long.. we have had so many good times.. everything we are together we are always laughing.. you are the sister.. and i love you like family and i know you feel the same.. you are my baby girl and i love you so much.. thanks for EVERYTHING!!!
-Joshua Bryant Beck ♥.. boy i love you so much i dont know what i would do if i had never come up to you at that ball game.. i love you so much you just dont even have a clue.. i know we are going to be together for awhile because we always have a great time when we are together.. you are like a best friend but way much more.. i feel like i can tell you everything and you can kiss me and make me feel 9146568963205898 times better.. i love you so much and i know you feel the same..
-and one last thing before i wrap up this very long post.. 12 more days till my birthday and then i can drive.. well with my mom but i am still very excited.. i am going to be in flordia on my birthday so i want a call from everyone saying happy birthday.. lol...
-well thats it.. im boring you with all my stuff.. but i love my life.. and i wouldnt change it for anyone elses.. so get over it.. HAH
♥Kayla Lee<--a.k.a. PoRky
-well cheerleading is going great cept im the HURT one.. lol.. i think ill go in my little corner all by myself.. man today me buckwheet and kelsey were haveing a blast.. we were laughing so hard (you guys no what about.. hah)i have made alot of friends on the team and they are so awesome.. and we have libs and pyramids and stuff.. so for all you old cheerleaders who are talking shit.. we are going to be awesome and yall are going to feel like dumbasses telling everyone we are going to suck.. plus my life has been really bad here lately..
R.I.P. Matthew Ryan Jolly.. you are our angel
-matthew ryan jolly was killed in a car wreck right down the road from my house on May 22, 2005. he was like my brother.. it is really strange being here without him here.. i know you aint suppose to ask why.. but he was the best one out of the group.. he always did what you said.. he loved everyone.. and his smile and eyes were to die for.. i absolutly loves his eyes.. his eyes were the color of the sky.. me and my sister were both really close to him and it is nice having someone that lives with you that you can talk to.. i love my sister so much.. i dont know where i would be without her.. she has really helped me with the whole matthew thing and i thank her so much for that.. i still cant believe it has been almost a month.. i feel like i havent talked to him in forever... but it also feels like he was in that wreck just yesterday.. i would give anything just to have one more time to see him and say i love you and give him a big kiss just like old days.. man! i miss him coming to my house and riding 4-wheelers with me and brittnye.. but thats enough for now.. im balling and it just aint getting any better.. We ♥ you matthew and we miss you ever so much and we always will
-lets get back to something that shall make me smile.. me and buckwheet are super close.. and i love it.. i missed hanging with her and now that she is a cheerleader and she is going to be in high school that is going to be awesome..cant wait to eat our pickles at practice- considering we couldnt get into them the night i was over ther then tyler opened them the next morning and we didnt want them.. hah!! and the people in the woods, OUR movies, and you are so much nicer on the phone.. that boy was so clueless.. hah!! i cant wait till i come over and we have our movie night again.. i love you so much buckwheet.. you the BESTEST... "stupid freshmen"
-i have found someone who is like my sister and i can tell her everything.. Krista Smithson.. i love you so much girl.. you have also helped me with alot.. matt, cheerleading, and stuff i dont really wanna write cuz it would be way to long.. we have had so many good times.. everything we are together we are always laughing.. you are the sister.. and i love you like family and i know you feel the same.. you are my baby girl and i love you so much.. thanks for EVERYTHING!!!
-Joshua Bryant Beck ♥.. boy i love you so much i dont know what i would do if i had never come up to you at that ball game.. i love you so much you just dont even have a clue.. i know we are going to be together for awhile because we always have a great time when we are together.. you are like a best friend but way much more.. i feel like i can tell you everything and you can kiss me and make me feel 9146568963205898 times better.. i love you so much and i know you feel the same..
-and one last thing before i wrap up this very long post.. 12 more days till my birthday and then i can drive.. well with my mom but i am still very excited.. i am going to be in flordia on my birthday so i want a call from everyone saying happy birthday.. lol...
-well thats it.. im boring you with all my stuff.. but i love my life.. and i wouldnt change it for anyone elses.. so get over it.. HAH
♥Kayla Lee<--a.k.a. PoRky