9/2/13
Update!
So, mom was discharged from Rehab this last Sunday. She was transfered from one hospital to another on Friday of last week. So far, things look to be going fine. Its just that...,
She seems different. I look into her eyes and I see a lost person. Maybe she's trying to figure out what happened. Or, she wants to say something, but the words don't come out. Before leaving the hospital, I spoke with the doctor that was in charge of her stay. He said something that has been troubling me since. He said that 'she might not be 100% the same person she was before, but really close to be fully recovered to her old self.' And as of right now, I understand what he meant. She looks dazed, confused, wanting to take in her surroundings yet feeling a bit foreign to it...
It pains me. I can't count the times that I've cried, worried and saddened because she's not the same. She wants to remember, but those memories seem distant.
I don't think that I'm strong enough to continue. But I have to. Yea, I'm not alone. I still have my family. But they can't compare to how much my mom means to me. And if I were to lose her, I'm guaranteed to go insane.
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