falling
everyday it runs through my head.
I'm not as good as her.
18 months compared to 3 weeks.
I'm not as good as her.
He picked her over me.
Every day I feel rejected, every day I feel worthless.
but. . . why? Why is she better than me?
I just can't feel it. I can't believe it.
Jose just doesn't feel like the person I knew.
Jose just doesn't feel real.
and I keep thinking that boy I love is waiting for me. That the person with Meg is someone else, someone I don't know.
I keep thinking that my love still feels the same, that he wants to hold me and love me and that he is the same silly-sexy boy I knew.
but he's gone.
I'm left in the rain.
and my tears. . . they're numbing too.
I'm not as good as her.
18 months compared to 3 weeks.
I'm not as good as her.
He picked her over me.
Every day I feel rejected, every day I feel worthless.
but. . . why? Why is she better than me?
I just can't feel it. I can't believe it.
Jose just doesn't feel like the person I knew.
Jose just doesn't feel real.
and I keep thinking that boy I love is waiting for me. That the person with Meg is someone else, someone I don't know.
I keep thinking that my love still feels the same, that he wants to hold me and love me and that he is the same silly-sexy boy I knew.
but he's gone.
I'm left in the rain.
and my tears. . . they're numbing too.