dreams are scary
I keep having this dream (and by keep having I mean I've had it three times within the last 5 months, its just pretty vivid so I remember it well) where I'm on the very top of the largest building ever made and I'm terrified to go towards the edge of the building because I think I might slip and fall. I always think to myself that this is the dumbest design of a building ever because if people are meant to be on the roof (which they are because there is a nice lounge set up there) there needs to be safety measures to make sure no one falls off, like a fence or an observatory or something, but it doesn't have that. It's just a flat top to the building.
Anywho, it's always really windy out on the roof and I'm scared of falling off this building and eventually I do slip, but when I fall I always catch myself and pull myself back onto the top of the building where I decide that my thoughts on building safety were right. I'm left all shaken and a little panicky trying to catch my breath after my almost plumet to my death. Do I then leave the top of the building? Nope. I either wake up then, or I dream of riding crazy rollercoasters that are equally terrifyingly tall.
Does this mean that I am striving for my goals and they seem out of reach, but that I think I'll get them? The internet tells me this, but I don't know why I would think about safety, why it has to be the tallest building ever built, why people are lounging up there with no worries while I'm fretting their safety and why I catch myself when I fall (even though there is nothing to catch myself on so how do I pull that one off?) and why does it turn into rollercoasters then?
In other news I graduated college (HUZZAH BIOTCHES!) with Cum Laude. I missed Magna Cum Laude by .015 in my GPA (boooooo to the one B I got that ruined EVERYTHING!)
And mik109, I just realized tonight that my Miranda hasn't been working so thats why I havent been online. I'll either fix it or get something else so we can start chatting again.
Anywho, it's always really windy out on the roof and I'm scared of falling off this building and eventually I do slip, but when I fall I always catch myself and pull myself back onto the top of the building where I decide that my thoughts on building safety were right. I'm left all shaken and a little panicky trying to catch my breath after my almost plumet to my death. Do I then leave the top of the building? Nope. I either wake up then, or I dream of riding crazy rollercoasters that are equally terrifyingly tall.
Does this mean that I am striving for my goals and they seem out of reach, but that I think I'll get them? The internet tells me this, but I don't know why I would think about safety, why it has to be the tallest building ever built, why people are lounging up there with no worries while I'm fretting their safety and why I catch myself when I fall (even though there is nothing to catch myself on so how do I pull that one off?) and why does it turn into rollercoasters then?
In other news I graduated college (HUZZAH BIOTCHES!) with Cum Laude. I missed Magna Cum Laude by .015 in my GPA (boooooo to the one B I got that ruined EVERYTHING!)
And mik109, I just realized tonight that my Miranda hasn't been working so thats why I havent been online. I'll either fix it or get something else so we can start chatting again.