my nice convo with melissa (the gf)
scott says:
hey u
cyanide teaparty says:
hi
scott says:
whats doing
cyanide teaparty says:
not alot, you?
scott says:
same i really do much at all
scott says:
kinda bored
cyanide teaparty says:
i see
cyanide teaparty says:
i can't sleep
scott says:
ahhhh that sucks
cyanide teaparty says:
yup
scott says:
any reason why or just one of those nights?
cyanide teaparty says:
dunno
scott says:
count sheep or lamas
scott says:
scott says:
run around the block
scott says:
or apartment
scott says:
what about them penguins theyre keeping u up arent they
scott says:
its the suits
scott says:
iam such an idiot
cyanide teaparty says:
yes.. it's the penguins
scott says:
KNEW IT!
scott says:
haha
scott says:
i cant spell today
cyanide teaparty says:
it's ok
scott says:
hey wait thats right i dunno
scott says:
miss u
cyanide teaparty says:
huh?
scott says:
miss u
scott says:
iam all over the place i know sorry
cyanide teaparty says:
it's ok
cyanide teaparty says:
but in all honesty, i think that right now maybe we should take a break
scott says:
eh?
cyanide teaparty says:
a break..
scott says:
any reason? is it me or u jus need some time to sort your life out?
cyanide teaparty says:
never thought i'd say this line but it's not you it's me..
scott says:
thats a switch i know but u sort out whatever u need to sort out
scott says:
u know how much i hate talking bout this stuff on msn last time i did this it ended badly
cyanide teaparty says:
i know, and i'm sorry but i like to avoid any sort of confrontation
scott says:
but take your time
scott says:
fair enough
cyanide teaparty says:
it's just i need time to figure things out because i'm just not sure we're a good match for eachother and i'm not sure i actually want a relationship right now
scott says:
ya honestly didnt see this coming weather were are a good match personally i would think so but yes we have our differences the relationship part i cannot answer
scott says:
been thinking bout this for awhile?
cyanide teaparty says:
a little while
scott says:
ya not to sure what to say
scott says:
can ask what your take on things is
cyanide teaparty says:
what do you mean?
scott says:
your thoughts on things generally speaking
scott says:
in all honesty the only concern i had was the age thing aside for that nothing really
cyanide teaparty says:
age was never a problem for me, i really don't care about that, it's just we're both going differant places and yeah i am still young and i want to live a little more there's so many more things that i want to do and i don't want to feel obligated to stay somewhere, i'm just not sure if a relationship is the right thing right now and i dunno
scott says:
well it is true someone of 18 is heading in a different direction than a 24 year old and in alot of cases the mind sets also differ greatly your still finding yourself i was at 18 not sure where you want to go not sure about life but i understand where you are coming from
cyanide teaparty says:
ok you're really trying to psycho-analyze the situation, it's alot more simple than that, you make it seem like my age is my curse but you know i'm better than that, yeah we're heading in different directions but that has nothing to do with the fact that i am 18, it's the fact that we both have very different goals and ambitions
scott says:
the point being the fact that we both have very different goals and ambitions and yes i was not trying to make you out as anything age is not a curse i know your better than most it was more of an observation that was of a typical nature and yes you are better than most you have a brain and a good head on your shoulders
scott says:
and the end of the day you need time i understand
scott says:
perhaps i should leave you to tend to your thoughts
cyanide teaparty says:
i don't know
scott says:
nor do i
scott says:
iam at a loss
scott says:
if you have anything to say plz feel free to say it
cyanide teaparty says:
i've said most of what i want to
scott says:
ok but if u feel like saying the rest go ahead but i shall respect your wishes
cyanide teaparty says:
yeah, right now is my time for talking to other people and getting their input because i am unsure as to what i want to do
any thoughts iam thinking iam single soon lol and i didn't do anything bad as far as i know. iam at an utter loss.i do have shitty luck with relationships don't i. ya i dunno. kinda depressed pity was such a good day prior
hey u
cyanide teaparty says:
hi
scott says:
whats doing
cyanide teaparty says:
not alot, you?
scott says:
same i really do much at all
scott says:
kinda bored
cyanide teaparty says:
i see
cyanide teaparty says:
i can't sleep
scott says:
ahhhh that sucks
cyanide teaparty says:
yup
scott says:
any reason why or just one of those nights?
cyanide teaparty says:
dunno
scott says:
count sheep or lamas
scott says:
scott says:
run around the block
scott says:
or apartment
scott says:
what about them penguins theyre keeping u up arent they
scott says:
its the suits
scott says:
iam such an idiot
cyanide teaparty says:
yes.. it's the penguins
scott says:
KNEW IT!
scott says:
haha
scott says:
i cant spell today
cyanide teaparty says:
it's ok
scott says:
hey wait thats right i dunno
scott says:
miss u
cyanide teaparty says:
huh?
scott says:
miss u
scott says:
iam all over the place i know sorry
cyanide teaparty says:
it's ok
cyanide teaparty says:
but in all honesty, i think that right now maybe we should take a break
scott says:
eh?
cyanide teaparty says:
a break..
scott says:
any reason? is it me or u jus need some time to sort your life out?
cyanide teaparty says:
never thought i'd say this line but it's not you it's me..
scott says:
thats a switch i know but u sort out whatever u need to sort out
scott says:
u know how much i hate talking bout this stuff on msn last time i did this it ended badly
cyanide teaparty says:
i know, and i'm sorry but i like to avoid any sort of confrontation
scott says:
but take your time
scott says:
fair enough
cyanide teaparty says:
it's just i need time to figure things out because i'm just not sure we're a good match for eachother and i'm not sure i actually want a relationship right now
scott says:
ya honestly didnt see this coming weather were are a good match personally i would think so but yes we have our differences the relationship part i cannot answer
scott says:
been thinking bout this for awhile?
cyanide teaparty says:
a little while
scott says:
ya not to sure what to say
scott says:
can ask what your take on things is
cyanide teaparty says:
what do you mean?
scott says:
your thoughts on things generally speaking
scott says:
in all honesty the only concern i had was the age thing aside for that nothing really
cyanide teaparty says:
age was never a problem for me, i really don't care about that, it's just we're both going differant places and yeah i am still young and i want to live a little more there's so many more things that i want to do and i don't want to feel obligated to stay somewhere, i'm just not sure if a relationship is the right thing right now and i dunno
scott says:
well it is true someone of 18 is heading in a different direction than a 24 year old and in alot of cases the mind sets also differ greatly your still finding yourself i was at 18 not sure where you want to go not sure about life but i understand where you are coming from
cyanide teaparty says:
ok you're really trying to psycho-analyze the situation, it's alot more simple than that, you make it seem like my age is my curse but you know i'm better than that, yeah we're heading in different directions but that has nothing to do with the fact that i am 18, it's the fact that we both have very different goals and ambitions
scott says:
the point being the fact that we both have very different goals and ambitions and yes i was not trying to make you out as anything age is not a curse i know your better than most it was more of an observation that was of a typical nature and yes you are better than most you have a brain and a good head on your shoulders
scott says:
and the end of the day you need time i understand
scott says:
perhaps i should leave you to tend to your thoughts
cyanide teaparty says:
i don't know
scott says:
nor do i
scott says:
iam at a loss
scott says:
if you have anything to say plz feel free to say it
cyanide teaparty says:
i've said most of what i want to
scott says:
ok but if u feel like saying the rest go ahead but i shall respect your wishes
cyanide teaparty says:
yeah, right now is my time for talking to other people and getting their input because i am unsure as to what i want to do
any thoughts iam thinking iam single soon lol and i didn't do anything bad as far as i know. iam at an utter loss.i do have shitty luck with relationships don't i. ya i dunno. kinda depressed pity was such a good day prior