Anxiety
I have been having anxiety 'issues' lately. I am just going to spell them out so maybe I will feel better. First issue is money. I have not recieved child support in 19 months. Damn it would sure help out a lot right now. As much as I have tried to help him out when I know he is having problems, I sure with he would come through for me, but that is asking too much from a man who only thinks of himself. My hours have been cut at work since I got hurt. I am on 3 days a week. Just enough to keep me alive, I suppose. I knew I would be punished for getting hurt at work. At least now we know what is causing the problem so we can try to fix me now. Good thing, I was ready to kill myself over the pain. Sheesh...so many issues. How am I going to get all the bills paid? Why does it seem every time I ask Rodney to do anything around here he groans, and just generally shows he doesnt want to do anything except lay around or play his game? I worry about trying to get my house clean without hurting myself, but no one shows any interest in helping me. Argh! So many things....